jupitersterrain four

and i know where the snowball of destruction 
is off to next .... 

if you actually took legal advice at the time 
is also a good bit of background .... 


I think my writing the to her was regarded as taking responsibility 
for it rather than asking the fellowship too you know like the
case with the famous person ... NA would not stop the reporters
coming in but she can of herself go and seek legal advice 
about being stalked in her meetings .... 

for instance reporters are allowed to stalk you in there 
because they are sick people themselves ... 
except if it gets to the point where its ridiculously 
obstructive to your recovery 

in other words they are allowed to bother you in meetings
and you are allowed to complain about it 
if that makes any sense its really 
a different world in there ... 

cours she has no interest in going to meetings .... 


2.47am 


as he looks at you each member feels 
a sense of guilt and fear they 
dare not speak ... 

the voice of 
doom belts out from 
the pulpit the Reverend 
Sanctimonium himself delivering 
the last rites unto the living ... a small
voice that grows into a deafening boom ...   




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the power of Hitchock 
its nominative determinism ....