jupitersterrain four

2.48am 



well Humerus suggested 
that i don't really like it as much as i make out ... 

and its probably just a phase 
but why is he going to so much trouble ... 

and that was somebody that i did like 

so my not liking you does that count 
as reistance to sex then 

and then ... 


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oh that yeah 
they told me i couldn't 
be in the choir or maths class 

load a bollocks ... 

that stepdad right is he 
as bad as you thought i wonder ... 

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its the way you said it ... 
yes you sound like words are very delicious 
to you and creamy maybe a bit tangy 

like your rolling them round your tongue 

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a second incident 
not ok but nothing like the first one isn't it ... 
i suppose because almost a child himself 


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actually you know what i envy is 
how you kind of stand tall like regally in charge 
and hosting people like that  the bigness and generosity of that 

and then you'll get a big ego from that 
and i know just how to knock that down but ... 
just suffice to say that i could do ... 

just i don't think you're ready to hear it yet ha ha ....
just please don't do a humerus on me 
or i won't speak to you any more 

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a passion for meat cleavers ... 

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oh this ... I'm supposed to pretend that 
i don't like sex ... 

which takes us back to Zero Sum Eleven ... 

wavy mirage effect on screen .... 







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misc draft 

eaten mess