jupitersterrain four

jaw clenching tension cheek jowl
body building gnaaarrrr

and my head is sort of inflamed

some feelings are not necessarily reciprocated 

is why normally i don't use my eyes 

two sides of a sensitive nerve 

its like I'm in this black box 

chucking out obscenities because 

i think nobody can hear me .... 

and of course nature can get things 

horribly wrong ....

asphixiated yeah like my lungs are full of water .... 

I do really regret selling my Korn album i thought is was for 

teenagers and now i really need it ... 

its like not really paranormal it more alive than that .... 

and this aint anger

I wanted the place to be as dirty as possible ... 

only trouble is my concentration isnt very good .... 

just a hideous thing really ... 

oh will you ... what break in with a 

jumper and a balaclava ... 

get on your knees
and cover your eyes
im gonna shoot ...

get down ...

and all that mess in your ballet dress 

straining to push a motor 

up a mountain ... 

20-22 March 2013