jupitersterrain four

3.26am 

it was weird because the sexual side of that relationship 
was one of the most tender and loving 



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ok lets try actually being real moslems and going 
to a mosque which we did and he reckoned 
that was what caused us to split up ... 



1.44m 


cultivating bad habits 
um not me ... just nose picking and stuff 
and violence ... like we used to get into a fight 
call the police on each other and then run ... from the police ... 

hiding in places like mosques and stuff and under climbing 
frames ... although the police were quite nice to 
me in fact ... and him i guess ... i seemed 
to get awwwed as i sobbed in the 
station ... its a difficult one 
the copper said ... 

fox told them 
that i wasn't really 
serious about leaving him 
and they said she's just gone e
off to the cab to get an injunction  ... 
where upon i got some advice and was tole that 
i was 'encouraging him' with a smirk from the volunteer ... 

another time we telephoned Friern Barnet mental 
hospital and begged to be admitted ... not 
ill enough ... ok try the local Black 
Gospel Church at the Angel 
see if they can help ... 

wow that was 
some experience for me ... 
bunch a charlatans said Fox I'm not 
having us baptised they look bhooted ... 
now bhooted was a Sanskrit thing for negativity 
and apparently i was often bhooted especially after smoking ...