jupitersterrain four

20.14



and you've done all that Scarey 
because you were bored ... they told you were 
bored yesterday i heard them can you not hear when its propaganda .... 

today its that i am bitter and jealous ... 
and i will hear that fog horned back from you later will i  

like you are just a loudspeaker or something ... 
Scarey do you actually exist or are you just 

the sum total of things people have said to me that day .... 
also the neighbours are making chemical gas
which makes it difficult to have sex again ... 

i did like your peeps at the street party very much thankyou 
it was amazing how much it cheered me up 

i mean and i was not cheer upable 

I'm even flattered at the idea of being someones dad 
you know it shows how far we have come 

what i would draw from all that Scarey is aren't you 
just going to get bored with my disability 
is the point isn't it what they are saying not that 
i appreciate their policing of the situation is mindblowingly 
shallow ... but might you not feel that way ....