jupitersterrain four

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interesting how one person would see stage fright 
as something sensual 

where i experienced something sexual 
as if it was stage fright 

and equally addictive 

stage fright as something enjoyable 
i hadn't thought of 

where you really have to remember things
that is like with the classical stuff 


i just remember it as just pure pain and torture 
on the few occasions that i did that