jupitersterrain four

layers of soul uncoiling  

and then you realise there are things
in there that you didn't make 

that flower unravelled all the way 
to a poisonous prick in the 
middle like a 

like a nightshade 
with a sharp spike in it 
that was really surprising 
cus everything was sooo soft 
and yielding an i thought this is 
gonna be a wee bit gentle an it wasn't 
like the violent bit was a real contrast to the petals 



and then Scarey said that i was cold 

and how was that after 
this warm tropical kind of hothouse thing 
with poisonous plants and stuff 

and floating around in his arms 
and where did he get that idea from 

an how was that cold 





25.04.13. 


an i want Scarey to come and find me 
an take me home again 

which is a bit of a big ask really 
it sounds unreasonable 
jus i am not in a reasonable mood ...