jupitersterrain four

8.58am 

the limelight yeah 

i mean i like famous people because they're talented and interesting 
not because they are famous ... the whole exposure thing is a big problem for me ... 

and causes me to lose feeling .... 

so is it possible to 'know' one without becoming exposed yourself .... 

its appalling though i mean they do offer a service and get paid for it why does that entitle people to harass you ... 

whenever i mention this people say oh well they put themselves in the limelight 

what ? 

so like if you made a porn film that means that people are entitled 
to reach for you bollocks on the tube i just don't understand the logic ... 

and then someone tried to create a community for them which was 

obviously subject to an arson attack ... 




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11.40am 

no it isn't hey notice me 

that thought comes in later on and spoils things ... 

like i just recorded myself singing and the best one i forgot to press 
record ... so by the time i got to the next versions  
ego has crept in and is audible