jupitersterrain four

and sometimes your brain jus catches fire you know 

the flames of insanity licking at the doorless frame 

and are no longer able to tell what is real 

and ia feel anger in my body at 

being raped like unexpressed feelings 

building in the throat and arms 

in the chest things I'm not allowed to say 

an im not allow to speak to people  

and all i could think about 

was her watching me in my bedroom 

standing over me laughing 

an i am haunted 

that said there was 

something like a lake opened 

up which was different 

i guess it really did kill me 

10am