jupitersterrain four

maybe if i was to focus more 

on how they experienced things 

rather than how i experienced them 

00.17am 

whatever tour shits on the horizon 

death grind 

bone jarring 

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he said that he 
was a very important 
man and i would be lucky to go 
there once and that I'm a fucking embarrassment 

so why does he want to get my knickers off 
i can't see why 
and makes me watch him having a wank 

and what is that 

and what big ears he has got 
i bit right through my lip 

and I'm not allowed to tell anyone 
or he would be arrested 

and he had just offered to babysit 
he uses his fingers to wash me 
you didn't know that bit 

you can really feel the anger when 
you walk into this room .... 




4pm 6.04.13. misc notes/draft