jupitersterrain four

10.58

opened your page by accident 
there Scare ... 

couple of things 
one is I've got this parrot 
chiming my every move as i do it ... 

i reckon you can write me an antidote to that ... 




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also I'm getting that thing where you go numb
and then need to hurt either yourself 
or someone else in order to feel something 

you know like when you cut yourself 
and afterwards its like ok i now have my 
feelings at my disposal .... hang on why have i just cut myself ... 




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an yeah the freewheeling project generally 

tends to have a similar effect ...