jupitersterrain four

9am misc draft 

the violence of 
Cashew and Sam yesteraday 
on my open heart is a murder i will 
vow to avenge and i will gnaw away at
their innards as much as i like thankyou ... 

n i still love Scarey i jus feel very cut off from 
him ... i did say Scarey was top three and 
like yous know who the other two 
were ... and what to do Scarey 
about my voice ... the left 
throat is catching 

partly 
because 
of blocking my ears 
i think ... nut kin be damned 
n i will talk about him when nobody is l
istening thankyou ... confidence my fucking arse ...