jupitersterrain four

you know theres swaggering .. . and 
theres staggering ... like legs 
akimbo trying to cross the 
road with a  bottle 

a bit like a swagger 

swiggering 
across the road 

an just totally not 
giving a fuck 


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and your body being shaped by 
the experience the sharp 
edges chipped away 

(half asleep an dreaming) 

like you've died and have come
back to haunt the place 

from a different 
plane just not really all there 

like as if you're behind the bushes
watching people or something

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i think its coming back to me now
there was like an explosion of
emotion in my chest 

with the light and quite traumatising 
and then thinking yours fine 
when you are not 

like you do 
like as if there 
was a nuclear holocaust 
an you're sort of singing along 
the road with your back all burned 

as if everything was fine ... 

pretty much out of it all day a 
lovely helpless sensation

an there was that feeling of two 
wolves clawing all over 
each other 


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i did get a slight 
boner and flames of light