jupitersterrain four

to be goal oriented seeking strong flavours 
and sauces he was like a oriental 
person an he wasn't 

n he said i 
was too concerned 
with having orgasms and that this 
was a western thing to not appreciate the journey  

um yeah we were real close it was a single 
bed with just us all summer an 
he was so pretty 


i did proper
girlfriend things 
like screaming on the 
back of his scooter ... and 
wed turn the bed into a tent 
it was a bunk bed you could hang
with blankets in case his parents walked in 







21.21



ravioli 
yeah that would 
be another transference
that would have to happen i left
loyalty and trust there it was a good 
relationshiop i didn't want that at the time 

i was 21 and in teenage 
delinquent mode ...