jupitersterrain four

3.39am 

i look ugly 

when I'm crying do i ..... 

um yeah i suppose when your gut 

is being ripped out its not always very pretty .... 





n the lump in your stomach comes 

up n hits you in the throat 

n its fucking real ... 




n its like you 

gotta wring out your guts .... 


n sinews n innards 

n the lot ....