Saturday, 31 August 2013

i did a seagull 

did i 

thankyou ... xxx 





412am 




404am 

i might miss things with this condition 

you might have to ram 

it down my throat 







locking him in locking him out 

taking his car keys 

kind of the essence of someone 

that needs the programme





n sometimes you bump into an ex partner 

n feel all this detached love 

n wish you felt that way hat the time .... 


n what i learned as a newcomer

is trying not to count 

the bottles n checking the bars n stuff 

n do something else 

n its hard when yo have all these mechanisms 

you could use to control him 





2.03am 


n this terrible feeling in the morning 

like someone just died .... 



















ok ok i fingered myself 

in church 

n sniffed it .... 



between you and me ... 


310813 


not sure what my sponsor 

would make of it 




difficlutl to fit in all this housework 

around the meditation 




n yeah learning to love yourself 

can take a long time 

n i always said my spiritual awakenings 

were a bit mild 

n actually they can be quite explosive sometimes 






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can't switch off 

n soon as you turn off the baby monitor 

it starts crying again .... 




n now Enders wants me to 

fix it for her ..... 







i needed to massage my cyst 

n it doesnt smell too bad 




i wish people copulndt keep making 

me cough in meetings 

n i found my bottom line 

l libe ina fantasy world 

n my home is filthy 





310813

pm 

my mum keeps hitting on me all the time 

n for breakfast i had honey and superbugs 













Fear is not justified in any form 

ACIM 




n if i cross a physical boundary 

then I'm going to lose you 

right ... n i havent done it yet .... 



Chucky seems to be well into the idea 

n i reckon he's going to test 

my assertive skills 

with the prick tease trick ..... 




1300
















Extra Banned

1235   310813 


i would give extra consideration 

to providing these people with any of my material 

because of what they could use it for ..... 


Germanotta , ,




n might have to do a super banned list 

for people that i don't want to ever have anything at all .... 








12.38pm



n she is vey grief ... n she's like trying to 


escape from him 





12.39 pm 


n actually 

she thinks she's still with Devision 


n just that could change 

a split second ago 






















Extra Banned

1235


i would give extra consideration 

to providing these people with any of my material 

because of what they could use it for ..... 


Germanotta , ,




n might have to do a super banned list 

for people that i don't want to ever have anything at all .... 















today the copyright is with

Frip, Row, Rowlin, Reeh,  Scarey, Growl, Midas, Alfred, Mr Baroness,  Torrero,  Ambrose,  Hotdog, Budge, Tapas, Pat, Ronan, Splits, Eerie, Lou,  Gill , Boot , Chrissie,  Devision, Banana, and Pip until further notice

and Roald how could i omit ... 

and thanks also for their work ...






1234





Legal Stuff ....


City versus City, then. On the face of it, this should be a shoo-in for the home side: champions two seasons ago, second last year, a bench containing Costel Pantilimon (£3m), Gael Clichy (£7m), Alvaro Negredo (£20m), James Milner (£26m), Samir Nasri (£24m), Javi Garcia (£15.8m) and Stevan Jovetic (£22m). Hull, on the other hand, are freshly up from the Championship, and have never spent more than £5.25m on a player. It doesn't look, on paper, like a fair fight.
Then again: Joe Hart.
Kick off: 12.45pm.


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there isn't a kick off enders i have to get out 

n its not easy with no energy 

and you chasing after me with 

biological weapons 

n do you mind not torturing my boyfriends while i am out please


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The brokenness of medicine, however, has reached the extent that not only does it affect the millions of patients who interact with this unwieldy machine on a daily basis, but is now threatening the entire United Stateseconomy. In case you may have forgotten, medicine accounts for a fifth of the United States GDP, far higher than other developed countries yielding similar to worse outcomes, with "medical waste" accounting for about $750bn annually. Policy makers certainly have not been blind to this fact and legislation such as the Affordable Care Act (ACA) hope to cut medicine, and its wastefulness, to size.


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n i told you have delegated people to 


handle the warehouse fritzle not you .... 



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1145am 



yous have damaged 

her chest she has tight breathing ...... 


n all the fumes still coming in 

n yous all want me to be stuck 

with Joseph Fritzle right .... 











Friday, 30 August 2013

or it needn't be an artist

you could play with the sounds on sound cloud ....



n don't worry if its crap

it will have the feelings in it

n people have been using my emotions

for years to promote their

business, causes and politics ......  





6.54am

its funny the people i have banned seem

to be the most keen to do it .....



n lager n niktun are punishing me

with viral darts

n shes worried about permanent damage

to the tonsils







i mean i gotta just say this once 

.... sometimes the girls 

can recognise your sounds  when you can't right ..... 

n then say that its the fashion 

for women to wear the trousers .... 



n hey presto a pair of trousers 

with nobody in them 





648am 








n again its your choice .... 






641am 



n again yous doing 

hv to wait for me to upload 

them you could recognise yourself 

n get an artist to knock something up 






i said i didn't have an orgasm atou him yet 

its not impossible ..... 





611am 

607am 

MR MULLIGAN IS MAKING MOULDY BATH DUST 

AND HAS PUNCTURED MY LUNG 

THEY DONT LIKE ME UPLOADING MY WORK 



MALASULA HAS LOCKED MY CD DRIVE 




512AM 


bit like having a baby you know 

that you can't sleep 

or use the fuckit bucket 




4.33am 








if you wanna protect that thing 

you need to get an artist 

to knock something up pretty damn fast ... . 




its your choice .... 





427am  

some of these musicians will

eat a piece of 

sourdough in about five seconds ..... 





you know like journalists 

that seem to have a ready made 6000 word dissertation  

the minute you slip on a banana 




history down the pan 




















people sam to have no idea

how sinister the american government it

n i aint talking Eddie Grant 





31am 


n she seems to have a grasshopper

cricket type things .... 









is music magic 

or is magic music ... 

n is a miracle a magic .... 





140am 

is a miracle 

a magic ... n is music a magic 

n is a magic a music .... 




hello enders has arrived 

to cause uplaod 

problems 






















n im also open 

to the idea of Chucky 

arranging for me to cross a physical boundary ... 

not that I'm committed to doing so .... 




1.29am 










i was saying she can beat you 

she can prove that you 

don't really love me 

and that you don't know whats going on ....






1.23am 



actually no 

maybe the shower scene ... 


n your encouraging her to steal off me .... 



n the relationship is back open 

to competition .... 










1.11am 



Lager Locks 

is posting throat infections into my bedroom 

because she doesnt want me to upload my own work ..... 




n how would i work 

if I'm not allowed to own the things is have created .... 












00.53



ok well i havent read it .... 

n hence the need be more sociable ... 














n not sure if I'm supposed to read that .... 


http://www.theguardian.com/world/2013/aug/30/dunkin-donuts-racist-thai-advert-blackface





00.46am 

i can't see what 

your trying to tell me Dev .... 








you know like when you get a detox 

n you can taste something 

you ate 40 years ago 

probably homogenised .... 

n the sensi from 30 years back  n etc .... 




00.44 am




00.40



thajt song 

has very smooth creamy emotions 

a bit Michael Buble/ Enrique 

even .... n whats with the rough 

country edge .... like biscuit 

crushed into ice cream 

n sounds like its concealing something ..... 







00.36am 



i think that was my sinuses clearing ....

not sure what to do with it now 




n yeah lot of history

came out of 

those waxworks ....