jupitersterrain four

locking him in locking him out 

taking his car keys 

kind of the essence of someone 

that needs the programme





n sometimes you bump into an ex partner 

n feel all this detached love 

n wish you felt that way hat the time .... 


n what i learned as a newcomer

is trying not to count 

the bottles n checking the bars n stuff 

n do something else 

n its hard when yo have all these mechanisms 

you could use to control him 





2.03am 


n this terrible feeling in the morning 

like someone just died ....