Etna

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the basett double thumps
n i suppose yous all have the latest from secret court torture land
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basically they have said something to put my nephews off contacting me
because i don't want lager to watch me masturbate
n while that does hurt i am not actually in contact with them all that much ....
n that is manipulative and devious ....
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n is i can't see them then i may as well not worry about getting arrested 
i am a fracking protest 
not a child molester 
admittedly if you streak there is a risk a child might see you 
I'm sure nobody really believes that is my intention 
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is anyone able to find out what my nephews have been told 
probably that 'she's not very well at the moment and saying odd things ' ? 


once again Denise great big clodhopping feet 

break up a promising bond ... 

funny cus there was a time they were desperate 

to force us together 

so what i should say is that i can't be bothered 

with my nephews and its just as well 

they have done this ... 

n mabye i used reverse psychology 

by expressing feelings cus i knew it would 

put paid plans to move him in ha ha ha 

n yous seem to forget that i havent actually 

given birth ... just as well 

or id be a moo cow moron 

like you selves ... 

n by the way i couldnt really give a shit 

what I'm eating right now 

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n she loves them both vey much 

so so much her heart 

hurts as much as her throat 

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she feels guilty around Scarey actually 

she feels inhibited to show her heart to Dev 

n is kind of excruciating to go there ... 

hter feelings which Dev brings up in her 

is not a cellar  ... is an attic 

where she hasn't really been just peeked round the door ...