jupitersterrain four

The nurse is letting me have my injection late this week 

and its like I'm off the medication for a few days is how it feels 

i do prefer it I'm less subdues i feel the full range of my feelings 

and i promise if they let me come off it that i will not hurt myself 

feeling my feelings is not all a picnic ... 

you know the medication masks both good and bad feelings 

and i feel pain as well as joy 

i would prefer to live my life with my full palette of feelings available to me x 

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