jupitersterrain four

I thought Id masturbate 

once a week maximum 

so whats the minimum ... once a month say ? 


4pm 

I get stage fright when i am painting 

the first thing is to let go 

and stop beating yourself up ... 

some call it the Super Bowl, 

playing your cards, getting your heart broken 

and I do it as well 

having multiple loves 

as if i always need to be somewhere else 

other than where i am 

the pain of loving someone too much to be with ...