I feel heartbroken
to think that my plans for working in mental health
are not going to work out ...
I have been facilitating the mindfulness group.
The thing is I'm not very good at helping others with their issues
I actually can get quite irritable around that
some of the people there are probably with learning difficulties as well
and i lack patience for them ...
probably i will kid myself again that i can do it
Im in alot of pain to realise that i will have to move on from there
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it also hurts to have to leave them
I have been going there now for 2 years
for warmth and security
we have cooked and painted and meditated ...
and laughed and cried
I suppose it became my surrogate family ...
it hurts so much to feel i have reached a ceiling with them
and i am filled with grief about it
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