jupitersterrain four

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she is in an odd position now 
there is a court order
to say she has to take her medication 
its compulsory 
but next year , they want to take her off the court order
and make it optional 
and see whether she takes it herself 
and MrKatyia has to go to court 
to ask them 'please, don't take me off the court order 
please make my medication compulsory 
otherwise the other part of me 
might not want to take it 
cus i never wanted to go on medication in the first place ... 

and the other part of me is saying 
'ha ha ha look, see what a coward she is 
look at her taking her medication. 
now's your big chance to get off it 
its made you put on weight 
its made you lose your spirit 
and now's your big chance to get off it 
what are you doing trying to co-operate with them ...