jupitersterrain four

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I've let my mother down 
and now I've let my brother down too 

n when i was a child 
i had a dream about a monster 
who took them away in a boat 
the boat departed from the cellar 

n i still don't understand 
surely it was my fault 

he found her dead in her bedroom 
n i wasnt there 

triggering 
his nightmare becomes mine 
and his day mare 

I've let everyone down 
n now i need help