jupitersterrain four

270818 - 080818 

its all gone horribly wrong 
this diluted life 
a breath of fresh air 
in a robotic world 

a crazed mental patient 
testing my sanity 
I've slipped 
he hasn't called 
i can't sleep, i feel so hungry 
if you don't reply to me this evening 
I'm going elsewhere 

i feel hurt and angry and rejected 
resentful, isolated, neglected

what am i an alcoholic psychiatric patient ? 
i don't seem to fit in 

maybe if i wore something less attractive 
its hardly sexually provocative 
hes not going to give up without a fight