rap song : standing up to boyz

n then he called me the virgin mary 
because i wouldn't take it offf 
i just froze n i went all stiff 
n i let him have his way 

n now i can't say no to this day 
i know you think I'm a tease but please 
take your hand off my knee 

n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks 

n this is how much lorazepam 
n antipsychotics it takes 
to make me forget 

n yeah its my fault 
i said i wanted a bad boy 

n whats all that about ? 
unavailable drunk n married men 
seems to be a pattern 

a blinding rage 

nobody ever spoke about marriage 
when i was growing up 
it was all about the career 
n no effin housework 
was written on the wall 

so can you use protection we say 
yes 
and then he doesnt 
n it doesnt seem cool to protest 
n after a couple of bites 
he does seem a bit iffy 

standing up to boyz
can be difficult 
especially when you wanna do it 
n you wanna do it 
but you're not really sure 

n we're already hypnotised