word jam : white execution

paragliding 
is like a mock suicide
white execution 

n Starsey n i 
would stare at the moon 
until all spooks hung around

beating ourselves up 

gender neutral ? 
not quite , but yes an ogre 

i suppose in a way 
i betrayed my best friend 
because of him
although i was fed up with her anyway 
it didnt look good  


he told me not to tell anyone 
because they'll interfere he said 

apart from Brooke watched us  
but she wouldn't tell anyone 
she took photographs 
and found it funny 

it was pretty funny actually 

Brooke seemed to want to do something with me 
but that was just a power thing 

i wasnt really interested in that 
apart from to impress the guy  

don't be pushy 
or diss the other girl 
or seek out gossip

n you don't get a second chance
to make a first impression 

i hadnt read the books they'd read
or studied politics 

i wasnt on their intellectual level 
i should have said so 

i think you need  your feelings 
in order to function 
otherwise how would you know 
what you wanted ? 

doing time ? 

Antar Yoga 
some forms of it 
are too much for the chakras 
leading to organ failure