jupitersterrain four

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so anyway there was this guy ... going back about 10 years now
I fancied him and my friends said he had unfinished business
with this other girl
and we all knew the other girl was seeing a friends husband

so I decided that my friends were just being possessive about me

and then I'm reacting to people
and throwing myself at this guy ,
which obviously didnt work out
we got fed up with each other

and I felt guilty ever since

in the end I moved on from all of them
because I didnt understand what they were talking about

and my behaviour was faulty
and not very ' Jane Austen '
it didnt ' look good '

well right now I'm not so much concerned with him
more about being a better friend