word jam : someone always has to give in

i travellled in time 
when i made the memory black and white 
i was able to move things 

the state flexing its muscles 
an attack on the humanitarian world 

one day these things will all be taken down 
history will be unmade 
Leonardo , Michaelangelo all gone 

the cynical world 
trying to prove there are no spirits 

ethnic cleansing  

i suppose ill get arrested 
for blowing my nose 

robots 
causing the heart to splinter 
the brutality of it 

sucking out your soul 

there is another world 
where we are unharmed 

i have to give her my beloved
cus she's high profile  
cus she's the mother of his child 

cus the committee says so 
and cus she has the technology 
to rebuild herself  

someone has to give in 
and that someone 
always has to be me 

the vibrations could be felt 
from miles away 

legs shaking and kicking  
an explosion of light 

treats and rewards 

a voodoo doll 
brandishing sticks 
a haunted doll 
the inside is detached     

red eyes flashing   
laughing and laughing  
rocking, waving its arms 

music playing inside me  
drumroll 
like a thundery storm  
waves lashing 

it is like a blinding light, 
caramel melting everywhere 
oozing out of my body 

shaking and heaving in spasms 
as I'm thrown forward 
and side to side , 
i become very tense, 
stress increasing with every breath  

to be honest 
I've faked it sometimes 
not entirely 
but it was only in the early stages 

i only faked it 
when i was in love with a guy 
and didnt want to lose him 

whereas other times it ends with a stranger 
when it ends its like a fan belt snapping 

after the thaw

the breaking of a tree trunk