so deep our souls touched
i wonder if I'm using sex as a drug
feels like my heart and soul are exploding
the tension builds and builds
a sudden jerk of convulsive movement
nerve impulses
sometimes surrender is part of the battle
the magic roundabout
rocking and rolling
stomach pains
no wonder i have ptsd
unreasonable force
flashbacks
leapt out of my skin
turned me inside out
like id been shot
diffiuclty functioning the next day
up until 5 am
rolls over in pain, aching agony
a shock to the system
one of those not the same any more songs
knock knock who's there
like an exploding octopus
or jellyfish or squid
thoroughly mutated
he rocks me
i hammered that one out
moochy and moody
dizzy enough to kill me
my head is spinning
do you like veneer ?
a huge alien jellyfish
reverse time, time travel, time waits, marching time
switching time
time stops
warmth light colours
your body cracks in half
like a streak of lightning
and all grief and darkness engulfs me
I have never met him or even seen what he looks like
the relationship is very uncomfortable
and I'm not sure if that is a good or bad thing
but maybe I like it being painful I dont know !
trying to stuff my feelings down
to put them in denial
this one broke my soul
somebody wants to remove the lyrics
always the wrong person
the wrong person
we could touch each other spiritually
formless, structureless
I feel bitter and deflated !
what was once a blooming flower in me
is now crushed underfoot
these are the struggles
may they become the art of tragedy
just chemistry , just physical compatibility
few days later I'm still in the afterglow
and hes cheated on me with a real person
other ladies making a claim
like a punch in the stomach
in love with love
theres a fortune teller in the cupboard
the lion the witch and the wardrobe
i feel like part of the furniture
what is on the other side ?
n i don't remember
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