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I remember sitting on a terrace with a friend
and the clouds in the distance were heavy and dark
except for a layer of balmy light underneath
which was in that magical melting stillness

and I said to her
that the whole scape said
that the clouds were an illusion
and things are alright really !

I think it might be also
that the hormones produced in pregnancy
are very tranquilising

so you might not need medication at that time 

ive often seen an anvil shape
really dramatic night skies on windy nights
that look like a baroque painting
and surrealist landscapes at sunset
that look like the graphics on a Yes album
like a Salvador Dali painting

not to mention the complicated instructions I get from clouds
regarding my relationships to different people !

the tension and the knot in my stomach
i discussed this in Alanon before 6.30 pm

the tension in my body
might be relieved a bit by 

yes its when the sky is really still I think
especially where I am in the countryside
the stillness is much more than in the city
it really does stand completely still
and the colours very bright

oh yes sometimes there is a dragons head

when its a dragons head
it always looks like it says
there ... the monster was just a dream !