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the Author also known as the Switch Doctor
steep road, rubbish , clock switch
cowboy ?
the end
the harpie Nic and cloud clockwork and bisto are not welcome to read my blog or use me in any way , there are thoughts in your own head huns
Tuesday, 28 July 2020
Sunday, 26 July 2020
Saturday, 25 July 2020
word jam : nebula of flight 250720
the twitching in my stomach
this is the trouble
with protein diets
if you went to a woodwork class
its no good saying why this and why that
and what is the other student doing
you have to do what the instructor says
learn the subject
before you can criticise it
i like the way he is vulnerable with his feelings
and does really fun popular topics
well hopefully
you know what its like when you up your game
you raise the stakes
and the devil is after your ass !
ive never met a man who didnt smell of anything !
there was one guy he did not have after shave
but I liked the smell of the washing powder
the cleaning fluid in the house
and some unlit incense in the room
it was quite intoxicating !
you know and theyre all clumsy and stuff
and lovable
and the smell of pheromones
they smell to me
of sweat and mud and woodsmoke
and now the guys are having to cover themselves !
with balaclavas and stuff
there is an owl at the dawn chorus today
what about the null hypothesis ?
it was a doctor patient thing
he was showing me the way to my mental health
all this running around he said
i'll show you what a mature man can do !
the injection stung and hurt
causing my arm to swell
i had to jump away
the tension in my body was phenomenal
and this didnt take long
arching my back
the tension build and builds
and I'm tired yet still the sail drags me forward
relentless on towards the nebula of flight
where magic is real , earthy and raw
finally human again
Thursday, 23 July 2020
Wednesday, 22 July 2020
Tuesday, 21 July 2020
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subtle
ive never met a man who didnt smell of anything !
there was one guy he did not have after shave
but I liked the smell of the washing powder
the cleaning fluid in the house
and some unlit incense in the room
it was quite intoxicating !
you know and theyre all clumsy and stuff
and lovable
and the smell of pheromones
Monday, 20 July 2020
Saturday, 18 July 2020
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there is an owl at the dawn chorus
what about the null hypothesis ?
it was a doctor patient thing
he was showing me the way to my mental health
all this shagging around he said
i'll show you what a mature man can do !
it really stung and hurt
very intense the swelling grew and burst
i had to jump away
the tension in my body was phenomenal
and this didnt take long
arching my back
the tension build and builds
and I'm tired yet still it drags me forward
relentless on towards the nebula
where magic is real , earthy and raw
finally human again
there is an owl at the dawn chorus
what about the null hypothesis ?
it was a doctor patient thing
he was showing me the way to my mental health
all this shagging around he said
i'll show you what a mature man can do !
it really stung and hurt
very intense the swelling grew and burst
i had to jump away
the tension in my body was phenomenal
and this didnt take long
arching my back
the tension build and builds
and I'm tired yet still it drags me forward
relentless on towards the nebula
where magic is real , earthy and raw
finally human again
word jam gunpowder dreams
maybe there is a gap in the market
for a gunpowder scent !
find out who the magician is
and what he wants
i am the ghost floating away
and he's Mr Bond i presume
am i a figment of her imagination ?
i almost gave up on him
who will not trust me
my heart was thumping in my chest
like it was going to stop
in slow motion
am i hallucinating ?
looks like I'm throwing up
deep pulses in the stomach
deeply satisfying thumps
as I'm crashing on a beach
unable to get away
and i was so polite
theres more to this than the physical
we both said so
there is a pool of love inside him
i am lucky to drink
and slow kisses
going nowhere
a kick in the back
he's all dreamy and drifty ...
i suppose a square peg in a round hole
makes a bit of friction
hmmm do i just only talk about the men in my life ?
cylinder, round, oval ,
I remember sitting on a terrace with a friend
and the clouds in the distance were heavy and dark
except for a layer of balmy light underneath
which was in that magical melting stillness
that the clouds showed they were an illusion
hormones can be very tranquillising
ive often seen really dramatic night skies on windy nights
that look like a baroque painting
and surrealist landscapes at sunset
that look like the graphics on a Yes album
like a Salvador Dali painting
the tension in my body
might be relieved a bit
i like it when a man shows vulnerability
where do the birds go
in a thunderstorm ?
the chorus sounds very excited this morning
i feel like a child at a dinner party
i dont understand half
of the intellectual discussions being had
and feel inclined to misbehave
and find someone else to misbehave with
silly is the new sick
the birds sing of orchids
and other exotic things
from faraway lands
they sing how beautiful are we
each and every one
with full throated bellies
I stare at the wallpaper and the pattern
turns itself inside out !
the birds are singing
how beautiful it is
to live in a tree
enchanted by the mystery
with yesterdays quarrels forgot
on saturday night
you can hear people
effing and blinding down the road
effing every sentence
Monday, 13 July 2020
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i almost gave up on the visiting cat
who will not trust me
i suppose i ahve to appreciate what little communication we have
i think the sad look is intended for me
' what happened to our love ' look !
and i felt he was making a show of finding himself a place
to get comfy
and to then say to me ' you cant catch me '
so maybe our romance is still alive !