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the Author also known as the Switch Doctor 

steep road, rubbish , clock switch 

cowboy ? 

the end 

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hen or kangaroo ? 

word jam : nebula of flight 250720

the twitching in my stomach 
this is the trouble 
with protein diets 

if you went to a woodwork class 
its no good saying why this and why that 
and what is the other student doing 

you have to do what the instructor says 
learn the subject 
before you can criticise it 

i like the way he is vulnerable with his feelings 
and does really fun popular topics  

well hopefully 
you know what its like when you up your game 
you raise the stakes 
and the devil is after your ass ! 

ive never met a man who didnt smell of anything ! 

there was one guy he did not have after shave 
but I liked the smell of the washing powder 
the cleaning fluid in the house 
and some unlit incense in the room 
it was quite intoxicating !

you know and theyre all clumsy and stuff 
and lovable 

and the smell of pheromones 
they smell to me 
of sweat and mud and woodsmoke 

and now the guys are having to cover themselves ! 
with balaclavas and stuff  

there is an owl at the dawn chorus today 

what about the null hypothesis ? 
it was a doctor patient thing 
he was showing me the way to my mental health
all this running around he said 
i'll show you what a mature man can do ! 

the injection stung and hurt 
causing my arm to swell  
i had to jump away 

the tension in my body was phenomenal 
and this didnt take long 
arching my back 
the tension build and builds 
and I'm tired yet still the sail drags me forward 
relentless on towards the nebula of flight 

where magic is real , earthy and raw

finally human again 

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the twitching in my stomach 

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if you went to a woodwork class 
its no good saying why this and why that 
and what is the other student doing 

you have to temporarily do what the instructor says 
learn the subject 
before you can become creative with it 

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i like the way he is vulnerable with his feelings 
and does really fun popular threads 
which nobody ever tries to copy 

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well hopefully 
you know what its like when you up your game 
you raise the stakes 
and the devil is after your ass ! 

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subtle 

ive never met a man who didnt smell of anything !

there was one guy he did not have after shave
but I liked the smell of the washing powder
the cleaning fluid in the house
and some unlit incense in the room
it was quite intoxicating !

you know and theyre all clumsy and stuff 

and lovable 

and the smell of pheromones 

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men smell to me 
of sweat and mud and woodsmoke 

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now the guys are having to cover themselves ! 

n how would you recognise a burglar ? 

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there is an owl at the dawn chorus 

what about the null hypothesis ? 

it was a doctor patient thing 
he was showing me the way to my mental health
all this shagging around he said 
i'll show you what a mature man can do ! 

it really stung and hurt 
very intense the swelling grew and burst 
i had to jump away 

the tension in my body was phenomenal 
and this didnt take long 
arching my back 
the tension build and builds 
and I'm tired yet still it drags me forward 
relentless on towards the nebula 

where magic is real , earthy and raw

finally human again 

word jam gunpowder dreams

maybe there is a gap in the market
for a gunpowder scent !

find out who the magician is 
and what he wants 

i am the ghost floating away 
and he's Mr Bond i presume 

am i a figment of her imagination ? 

i almost gave up on him 
who will not trust me 

my heart was thumping in my chest 
like it was going to stop 

in slow motion 
am i hallucinating ?  

looks like I'm throwing up 
deep pulses in the stomach 
deeply satisfying thumps  

as I'm crashing on a beach 
unable to get away 

and i was so polite 

theres more to this than the physical 
we both said so 

there is a pool of love inside him 
i am lucky to drink 

and slow kisses 
going nowhere 

a kick in the back

he's all dreamy and drifty ... 

i suppose a square peg in a round hole 
makes a bit of friction 

hmmm do i just only talk about the men in my life ? 

cylinder, round, oval , 

I remember sitting on a terrace with a friend 
and the clouds in the distance were heavy and dark 
except for a layer of balmy light underneath 
which was in that magical melting stillness 

that the clouds showed they were an illusion 
hormones can be very tranquillising  

ive often seen really dramatic night skies on windy nights 
that look like a baroque painting 
and surrealist landscapes at sunset 
that look like the graphics on a Yes album 
like a Salvador Dali painting 

the tension in my body 
might be relieved a bit 

i like it when a man shows vulnerability 

where do the birds go 
in a thunderstorm ? 
the chorus sounds very excited this morning  

i feel like a child at a dinner party 
i dont understand half 
of the intellectual discussions being had 
and feel inclined to misbehave 
and find someone else to misbehave with 

silly is the new sick

the birds sing of orchids 
and other exotic things 
from faraway lands 

they sing how beautiful are we
each and every one  

with full throated bellies 

I stare at the wallpaper and the pattern 
turns itself inside out ! 

the birds are singing 
how beautiful it is 
to live in a tree 
enchanted by the mystery 

with yesterdays quarrels forgot 

on saturday night 
you can hear people 
effing and blinding down the road 

effing every sentence 

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maybe there is a gap in the market
for a gunpowder scent !

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i almost gave up on the visiting cat
who will not trust me

i suppose i ahve to appreciate what little communication we have
i think the sad look is intended for me
' what happened to our love ' look !
and i felt he was making a show of finding himself a place
to get comfy

and to then say to me ' you cant catch me '

so maybe our romance is still alive !

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my heart was thumping in my chest 
like it was going to stop 

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find out who the magician is 
and what he wants 

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blip blip bang 
in slow motion 
am i hallucinating ? 

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looks like I'm throwing up 
deep pulses in the stomach 
deeply satisfying thumps 
spasm after spasm 

as I'm writhing on a beach 
unable to get away 

its down and dirty 
and i was so polite 

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last night i murdered the washing up 

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i am the ghost 

and you're James Bond i presume 

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theres more to this than sex 
we both said so 

would i date a male to female ? 
only if she had not had the operation  

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there is a pool of love inside him 
i am lucky to drink 

and slow kisses 
going nowhere 

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it was very much a part of the culture at the time 
even doing it for a bet or a dare 
to see if you could ' get ' a guy you fancied 

the game turned dangerous later ... 

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im floating away like a ghost !

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he's all dreamy and drifty ... 


i suppose a square peg in a round hole 
makes a bit of friction 

hmmm do i just only talk about the men in my life ?