n I'm truly fucked when I'm confusing 
you with fritzle ... 

perhaps he's been studying your style 
... louis is good at that 



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actually I'm still attach to Scarey i jus don't 
know what is going to happen 

cus i gotta stop steering 
and am badly injured 




1.20am 

Scarey is not that I'm a fraud i did really love you 

its easy to lose it  

its not like oh I've got this love and its just going to stay 

like that surely you already know that  

1.16am 

a scratchy sparky thing

meimei2046

01 June 2013 12:58am

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There's a change petition asking Hamid Karzai to stop the destruction: http://www.change.org/petitions/president-hamid-karzai-prevent-destruction-of-ancient-site-of-mes-aynak-the-environmental-damage-3#share

that is clairs fake petition designed to pilfer my copyright 

today the copyright is with

Frip Row Rowlin Reeh  Scarey Growl Midas Alfred Mr Baroness  Torrero  Ambrose  Manna Hotdog Budge Tapas Pat Nikky Ronan and Pip until further notice

and Roald how could i omit ... 

and thanks also for their work ...

00.49am 1.06.13. 

"Imagine this is your teacher's bum".

I DO NOT WANT THIS SMELLY LITTLE CUNT SNIFFING AROUND MY FANNY ORLRIGHT 

I WILL RIP HER GUTS OUT 


THE ENTITY IS A BADLY BROUGHT UP PIECE OF TRASH THAT HAS SPENT ITS WHOLE LIFE IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER 

I WILL DO IT MAXIMUM DAMAGE 

I DONT CARE IF YOU KILL ME I WILL MAKE SURE THOSE FILMS ARE THOROUGHLY HAUNTED AND BORKED 

ASK OGLING BOGGLE EYED CLARE AND ENDERS .... 

and heres the post i reverted to draft the other day 

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only to have word-of-mouth quickly build, leading to the stunning Palme d'Or win last Sunday."

It is a graphic novel worthy of the highest praise and broad translation."

he was "absolutely overwhelmed, amazed, and grateful" for the "wonderful and breathtaking" win in Cannes. this idea petrified me," she wrote. "It's a lot to carry."

and all the others, would no longer be insulted, rejected, beaten up, raped, murdered … because of our differences. how a love story builds, collapses, and what remains of the love that was awoken after a breakup, a mourning, a death.

Maroh did, however, criticise the film's explicit sex scenes, saying they brought to mind "a brutal and surgical display,which turned into porn, and made me feel very ill at ease … I lost the control of my book as soon as I gave it away to be read. It's an object meant to be handled, felt, interpreted."

CASHEW I WAS NOT HAVING SEX WITH YOU YOU LITTLE FAGGOT NOR WOULD I EVER THANKYOU VERY MUCH ... 

I WOULDNT GET ANYTHING OUT OF IT UNLIKE YOU WHO GROVELS AND HUNGERS FOR MY BODY EVERY HOUR ... 

I EXPERIENCED YOUR ORGASM BECASUE YOU ARE MAGGOTTING ME ALL THE TIME YOU TRANSFERRED YOUR ORGASM TO ME IT WAS NOT LESBIAN SEX 

CASHEW I DO NOT FANCY PLASTIC PARROTS AND I DIDNT THINK IT WAS ALL THAT ... 

APPARENTLY YOU HAD A REALLY GOOD ONE A FEW DAYS LATER AFTER WATCHING ME MASTURBATE AND THAT IS WHAT IT TAKES APPARENTLY IS IS ... 

seriously i wouldn't get into bed with you if you paid me .... 

Hemingway said the DC Thomson archive is remarkable. "As designers we were like kids in a sweet shop – it was just ridiculous; we were wetting ourselves, it was that exciting."

this is trashew watching me masturbate 

20.20

Scary im in a bad way and thinking of getting a bigger vibrator 





why why does she need to watch me masturbate if she's not having problems 
just put some fucking music on you silly  old bat 

the sex is in the music doh ... you are supposed to be a musician 
correct me if I'm not wrong 

i don't want that little cunt watching any thing of mine past or present orlright 
she can masturbate her own fanny 



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that does it I'm not using the bus 

any more ... g spot 

or nothing 

did you say to ban Chucky ? 
if so are there terms
n conditions 




18.44


might need some 
honey actually for these bugs 
today ... what if it was two spoonfuls a day 





wuthering heights 

fathering heights 

feathering heights 

a gulp of hot light thick 
and viscous 



17.45


a scratchy thing 
that claws at you ... 
an i just got that hot light 
that catches your breath several hours later 




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she did feature 
and also featured you doing 
both us ... me being her doing you 

and me being her on her own ... 
and there was the kid with 
the downs syndrome 

an that wasn't how it ended 

an then he has to go to court 
to be questioned about 
his ordeal 

an see if he was lying 
cus nothing come 
up on forensic



11.34am 


a young man 
with downs syndrome 
is forced to give a man a blow 
job after he has bailed out the family ... 









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my face looks like 
its been botoxed this morning ... 

you got unfinished business with slits ... 

now he tells me ... 

but yeah i 
guess if you're 
about to be taken for 
a dip ... and theres this 
girl  here you have to let 
her lick you out in order to 
escape torture ... the six million 
dollar question is would i have an orgasm ... 

shhhhhhitttt ..... 







9.56am 

9.52am 

so why did fritzle make it look 
like he was back with 
chisel when he wasn't  ... 

thats his idea of entertainment 
i guess ... and he does 
make good plays doesnt he 


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anyway so have i ever 
had any curiosity 
about women at all ... 

not alot i don't 
choose to go there 
cus of certain people getting 
excited about it ... 

but yeah little 
bits like on videos 
where they are licking 
each other and stuff ... and 
i did once have feelings for a girl 

its kind of like poison to me as if it  
contaminates for me the 
sharpness of playing 
men 

it doesnt make 
a pretty picture in my head 

4.18


i gotta act a 
lesbian scene to stop 
myself being water boarded do i ... 

she actually literally fancies me 
then does she ... 

ok less pretend were on a date 
me an her i mean an she's 
the type of boy is gonna
call me a prick tease 

does she have  moustache ... 

my dada boyfriend with rolled 
up socks in her y fronts 



3.51am 



or if i got into 
bed with her would 
i retrieve stolen parts of myself ... 

cus yous d have to give me a 
damn good reason ... 

an how did the 
author manage to make that 
sound so convincing ... that the husband 
shagging entity was somehow a wronged partner 

an i went to all elaborate 
lengths to create sharing parties as 
we called them ... you know where you'd 
be slightly over the boundaries ... an i seem to 
be blessed with a partner in crime in the form of Brooke ... 


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Fritzle 
oh yes and the author said 
that he and chisel had unfinished 
business an i should have been more calm 
about it really ... and they actually didn't have ... 


and she attacked me .. i think it was the first 
time that happened ... well arthurs did 
and she wasn't of much consequence
so that was a new experience 
that you go out with a guy 
and get assaulted by 
his ex partner 

out of the blue 
when she actually was 
doing her friends husband 

11pm 31.05.13



its not easy having her 
maggotting away at me all the time 

i wouldn't get into bed with it if it paid me ... 
what would i possibly gain from it 

although there could be but one reason ... 

and she is not welcome 

did she react this way 
when you had the other boyfriend ... 

or did she just pop out of the woodwork 
after fucking her way through check a trade ... 

sorry i just dreamed that 
in a half sleep and couldn't resits 

the video about the terror suspect wont go through

its called movie recording 78

14.58

Cashew seems to have stolen something do you want me to start ... 

today the copyright is with

Frip Row Rowlin Reeh  Scarey Growl Midas Mitchell Alfred Mr Baroness  Torrero  Ambrose  Manna Hotdog Budge Tapas Pat Nikky Ronan and Pip until further notice

and Roald how could i omit ... 

and thanks also for their work ...

14.27  30.05.13. 

Scarey knows who they are 

they promised her afterwards a blanket
food and a television 

I don't recommend that 
it was very unpleasant indeed

a jellyfish  

a terror suspect was detained without 
trial or warning 

i experienced yours 
there were wild cats screeching 

it was a tough climb





14.18

n Scarey I'm really captivated with the idea of the 
camera being a person .... do you mind 
if i use that idea ... 

11.50


thankyou Scares ... i thought the tap 
was going to finish me 

Chucky ? he does feature sometimes ... 
just not as prominently as he 
use to 

theres this ignition thing you know like sometimes
hes kind of flinty i guess ... he's 
not usually there at the end 







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or you mean you have to be 
covered up there 

10.31

not go to the 
mental school you reckon 

when i woke up i was in the torking schoo and there was
black reinforced glass on the floor and 
two old ladies in there 

i get the glass not the old ladies one was
thin with white hair that i havent 
seen before and the other 
was more plumpish 

middle aged type with dark 
hair a bit like my aunt 

i feel like i can't make too much noise
around them 

cus they are too polite and not conducive 
to exuberance although very 'nice' 






10.20am 30.05.13. 

and she does also love me 

i think Rolls in a way has very 
severe munchausen by proxy ... she was 
always very jealous of me she even said so 
she was jealous because i was  a pretty teenager 
that was elegant and talented she said and of my relationship 
with my dad ... and has done some very destructive things with me ... 

29.05.13. 

thankyou  im a bit worried that I'm not able 
to recreate the original ... 


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wearing rags n buying music 
thats me 

21.14

20.50

CASHEW AND THE AUTHOR ARE TO BE BANNED FROM USING MY MATERIAL FOR SIX MONTHS UNLESS SPECIFICALLY

ACCOMPANIED BY SCAREY ...

SCAREY IS TO BE ALLOWED TO GIVE WHAT HE LIKES TO SPLITS

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15.30

I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK IM BEING RAPED IM GONNA START SCREAMING ORLRIGHT ... 


N WHOS WINGEIN ... 

and I'm abusing myself 
too in a way 
cus you gotta claim that song 
before someone else does 

and what can you do 

11am 

the staff in a children's home 
approached a two year old and took 
it in turns to wash her with their fingers ... 







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nb when i go to the culture page i might just look at the titles 
if you want me to read something maybe 
make it stand out cheers 

chemical assault very violent 

fingers are puffy n cracked like really bad chilblains 

and i do risk to lose limbs ... 

noises outside

hammering to indicate coffin building i think 



11.11am          

throat virus warning 

i think its a fungal bacteria as it worsens with 
sugar and vinegar and stuff 

which is really annoying to get food intolerances 
you know and you end up having to 
carry your own food and stuff 

did they give me something else last night ? 
if it was in the cake then other 
people would get it 
wouldn't they 



10.52am 


I've put on half a stone 

which is less that i thought ... 

the puffiness is to do with the bugs 

if they carry on something will go wrong 

and I'm lucky if its just a  course of antibiotics .... 

an im jus wondering 
how will i open up after all that ... 






4.15am 

amputees ? 

the deviation is not normative 
and requires medical intervention .... 

an i got some nasty gangrene going 
on if thats any use .... 

or maybe you wanna do old an disabled 
people that can't fight back 

n jus how psycho can you go 
an wheres the line 

shagging dead bodies huh ... 
n if its nearly gone you might be able to fuck it to death 

theres a massacre going on ... 
perhaps i can stow 
myself in the body of someone else ... 
this one seems to have plenty of guns ... 


denial regression narcissism 

and her being disfunctional and abnormal 
only fans the flames ... 

for some the 
devotee fetish heightens their senses 
especially men attracted to her wretched helplessness 

like dwarves n court jesters allowed the freedom 
of satire ... as long as they perfumed 
naked for royal bodies .. . 

a wheelchair bound woman 
was dragged from her bed by three male carers 

an they all featured very significantly in fact the end 
was a complete blackout apart from the 
last skull visible ... 







3.53am