300320 

world finance has changed 
in that the billionaires 
are helping to fund the changes going on 

which means that there are alot of unelected people 
in charge of our future 

I'm always looking for a loophole 

I've entertained myself in other ways 
sometimes with an urge to exercise 
late at night 

300320 

do my friendships matter to me ? 
or only romantic ones 

290320 

tune in to your energy centres 

290320 

ok you lot says the earth 
have a little holiday 
and think about what you're doing 
for the planet 

the birdsong in spring 
that sings of hope 
different from the melancholy 
call of winter 

whats happened to the war zones ? 
the knife crime ? 
all cured by the virus ? 

in those moments 
when i free myself 
from the grip of your passion 

i can fly free
free from the bonds of love 

people are smiling and waving 
as thought the human spirit 

cannot be defeated 

290320 

its a horrific love 

280320 

there was no pressure in it 
just him expressing himself 

he would say something rude 
that was incredibly funny 

word jam : our relationship is in lockdown

let him do it in cold blood 

its a way to bring us law and order 
and who's to say thats wrong ? 

so if this is orchestrated 
by a global elite 
then how is it
we are still at war with Germany ?  

my mind tends to go 
where it shouldn't go 

fame is a thing of the past 

meanwhile, hundreds of people 
are still at risk from flammable cladding 

we'll fight them in the pubs ! 

to get the nation moving as one 
big business is paying the cost 
of getting every one on board 

Brexit has affected
all the markets in the world 

a prison of our own making  

i have to give her my beloved 
because she wants to have 
a second child together with him 

and because our leader says so 

they've found a weather window 

sometimes there are flashing lights 
if you want flashing lights 
you need to take some time over it 

shall we go back to the security of our ex partners ? 
is it compliance or consent ? 

then again i can't cope with his bit on the side 
she's alot more powerful than me 

social engineering, body shaming, 

i feel as though I'm being objectified 

you're using the situation 
to make very personal insulting remarks 
stereotypes and character judgements about me 

I'm going to make a complaint about it 

to instill a sense of obedience 

do I have to comb my scruffy hair 

keep a distance 
why is your hair a mess ?

not sure which way up the world is 

maybe i will wake up in hospital 
in a few days 

with a nurse telling me 
i imagined this weird virus 
taking over the world ! 

280320 

there was no pressure in it 
just him expressing himself 

he would say something rude 
that was incredibly funny 

280320 

let him do it in cold blood 

260320 / 270320 

its a way to bring us law and order 
and who's to say thats wrong ? 

so if this is orchestrated 
by a global elite 
then how is it
we are still at war with Germany ? 
for the 3rd time  

my mind tends to go 
where it shouldn't go 

fame is a thing of the past 

when you say global finance has changed 
i think you mean big business has started 
to pay some of the governments costs 
to free up the government 
from being answerable to the public 


transparent ? accountable ? 

250320 

meanwhile, hundreds of people 
are still at risk from flammable cladding 

and from the many drivers on the road 
who are no longer competent 

250320 

i have to give her my beloved 
because she wants to have 
a second child together with him 

and because our leader says so 

240320 

we'll fight them in the pubs ! 

weather window 

sometimes there are flashing lights 
if you want lights 
you need to take some time over it 

240320 

shall we go back to the security of our ex partners ? 
is it compliance or consent ? 

then again i can't cope with his bit on the side 
she's alot more powerful than me 

social engineering, body shaming, 

i feel as if I'm being objectified 

240320 

how dare you objectify me like that 

you're using the situation 
to make very personal insulting remarks 
stereotypes and character judgements about me 

I'm going to make a complaint about it 

240320 


to instill a sense of obedience 

if you're mowing the lawn 
in the front garden 
does that count 
as leaving the house ? 

240320

I'm worried the police are going to hurt me
when I go for my prescription

because I look a bit different

do I have to comb my scruffy hair 

240320

pretty sure I will be questioned tomorrow I town
I will be singled out for looking different
I will threaten to complain about their treatment of me
all very scary , I must have courage ! 

keep a distance 

why is your hair a mess ? what are your disabilities ? 

you're not allowed out 

I'm going to be appealing this 

you're giving me some sort of character assassination

you're objectifying me 

its discrimination 

240320 

keep a distance 

230320 

not sure which way up the world is 

maybe i will wake up in hospital 
in a few days 

with a nurse telling me 
i imagined this weird virus 
taking over the world ! 

220320 

i have very thick ankles 

word jam : before the breakdown

psychosis is quite a drug like experience sometimes, 
with heightened senses 
and yes a sense that its a spiritual experience 
with rich deep colours and very intense feelings 

i was smiling about something else 
when he walked past 

how is a man supposed to love 
if he cant have all his feelings ? 
always having to Google everything 

the reptilian brotherhood 
asserting itself 
over the hippy dippy word 

funny how England and Italy
are in lockdown 
when they are the ones 
fighting the fascists 

a proper old school party man 

staying connected 
the energy of the earth 
passing between us 

some dumb virus 
people reported fever and sweating , 
feelings dizzy 
and having to lie down and curl up 

i am a robot or a tree 

our relationship is in lockdown 

doing love to someone
open up, open out ! 

woman up ! 

i touch my face 
imagining its your skin 
i can't do it with all these people watching 
yes i know i put it out 
but then i wanted to 

woman as instigator 
men are like wolves ... 

so say the hexes 

sometimes theres a proper ending 
and then you feel you need 
another proper ending 

does a woman even know when its finished 
because there are many stages 
prior to the breakdown 
which are very fulfilling  

210320 

our relationship is in lockdown 

200320 

sometimes theres a proper ending 
and then you feel you need 
another proper ending 

200320 

does a woman always know when its finished 

because there are many stages 

prior to the cracking 

which are very fulfilling  

190320 

doing love to someone 

180320

open up, open out ! 

170320 

woman up ! 

170320 

i touch my face 
imagining its your skin 

i can't do it with all these people watching 
yes i know i put it out 
but then i wanted to 

not for scavengers 

150320 

woman as instigator 
men are like wolves ... 

so say the hexes 

word jam : someone always has to give in

i travellled in time 
when i made the memory black and white 
i was able to move things 

the state flexing its muscles 
an attack on the humanitarian world 

one day these things will all be taken down 
history will be unmade 
Leonardo , Michaelangelo all gone 

the cynical world 
trying to prove there are no spirits 

ethnic cleansing  

i suppose ill get arrested 
for blowing my nose 

robots 
causing the heart to splinter 
the brutality of it 

sucking out your soul 

there is another world 
where we are unharmed 

i have to give her my beloved
cus she's high profile  
cus she's the mother of his child 

cus the committee says so 
and cus she has the technology 
to rebuild herself  

someone has to give in 
and that someone 
always has to be me 

the vibrations could be felt 
from miles away 

legs shaking and kicking  
an explosion of light 

treats and rewards 

a voodoo doll 
brandishing sticks 
a haunted doll 
the inside is detached     

red eyes flashing   
laughing and laughing  
rocking, waving its arms 

music playing inside me  
drumroll 
like a thundery storm  
waves lashing 

it is like a blinding light, 
caramel melting everywhere 
oozing out of my body 

shaking and heaving in spasms 
as I'm thrown forward 
and side to side , 
i become very tense, 
stress increasing with every breath  

to be honest 
I've faked it sometimes 
not entirely 
but it was only in the early stages 

i only faked it 
when i was in love with a guy 
and didnt want to lose him 

whereas other times it ends with a stranger 
when it ends its like a fan belt snapping 

after the thaw

the breaking of a tree trunk 

130320 

the breaking of a tree trunk 
before the thaw 

120320

i travellled in time 
when i made the memory black and white 
i was able to move things 

the state flexing its muscles 
an attack on the humanitarian world 

one day these things will all be taken down 
history will be unmade 
Leonardo , Michaelangelo all gone 

120320 

the cynical world 
trying to prove there are no spirits 

ethnic cleansing  

i suppose ill get arrested 
for blowing my nose 

110320

robots 
causing the heart to splinter 
the brutality of it 

sucking out your soul 

100320 

the vibrations could be felt 
from miles away 

legs shaking and kicking  
an explosion of light 

100320 

treats or rewards ? 

100320 

a voodoo doll 
brandishing sticks 
a haunted doll 
the inside is detached     

red eyes flashing   
laughing and laughing  
rocking, waving its arms 

100320 

music playing inside me  
drumroll 
like a thundery storm  
waves lashing 

100320 

it is like a blinding light, 
caramel melting everywhere 
oozing out of my body 

shaking and heaving in spasms 
as I'm thrown forward 
and side to side , 
i become very tense, 
stress increasing with every breath  
until i break, i snap,  
the rope is broken,   
shaking and kicking 

090320 

there is another world 
where we are unharmed 

080320 

i have to give her my beloved
cus she's famous 
cus she's the mother of his child 

cus the committee says so 
and cus she has the technology 
to rebuild herself  

someone has to give in 
and that someone 
always has to be me 

060320 



to be honest 
I've faked it sometimes 
not entirely 
but it was only in the early stages 

i only faked it 
when i was in love with a guy 
and didnt want to lose him 

whereas sometimes it ends with a stranger 

when it ends its like a fan belt snapping 

word jam : a famous lamp post

as an empath 
I'm hearing frequencies 
that other people don't 

like projecting it outwards 
I can understand that with voices 

bit more difficult when its making whole people 
talking about you in the street 

like some sort of a hologram ? 

so apparently I've alienated everyone ! 

i who am a middle class tourist 
a famous lamp post 

and yet still she desires me 
with a fiery passion ! 


there is always another girl 
after your guy 
i can't compete with that 
soemone has to back down 
and it always has to be me 

i tripped in my dancing shoes and fell 

this weekend gonnna be a bit ova  mud bath 

i think aliens are humans 
that have discovered another world 
outside of our conditionings 
and what we see on the media 

what if that other world 
were actually the real world ? 

have you ever kissed a stranger ?  
squealed, or screamed the place down ? 

he wasnt my doctor 

if you met someone at a party  
you would not have to leave 
because they are someone else's doctor 

i saw a shooting star fall 
when i wasnt looking 

n thats not the rough sex defense 

seasick 

only by going with the spin 
can we come back into balance 

the swirling , rocking feeling 
of being a female 
do you like empathy ? 

as if dreams were just here to frustrate you ! 

060320 

i tripped in my dancing shoes and fell 

this weekend gonnna be a helluva mud bath 

060320 

i think aliens are humans 
that have discovered another world 
outside of our conditionings 
and what we see on the media 

what if that other world 
were actually the real world ? 

have you ever kissed a stranger ?  
squealed, or screamed the place down ? 

he wasnt my doctor 

if you met someone at a party  
you would not have to leave 
because they are someone else's doctor 

i saw a shooting star fall 
when i wasnt looking 

050320 

rough sex defense 

040320 

seasick 

only by going with the spin 
can we come back into balance 

the swirling , rocking feeling 
of being a female 

030320 

as if dreams were just here to frustrate you ! 

010320 

there is always another girl 
after your guy 
i can't compete with that 
soemone has to back down 
and it always has to be me