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ogling 

 

 

 

 

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mysoginy

 

 

 

 

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i flirted with a flower 

 

he said it was a blast and it hurt

he fought off two taxi drivers metaphorically speaking 

and those fantasies are hard to beat 

what a way to appreciate somebody 

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to say that ' we're all a little bit gay really ' 

is a conversion practice 

 

 

 

 

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the author is hoping to harrass me at the supermarket on saturday 

 

 

 

 

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i dont enjoy the authors company 

having a pop at me all the time 

and subjecting me to conversion practices 

if i could see her occasionally then maybe 

but that is not possible 

as she assumes she can just walk right up to me 

when im talking to someone she doesnt know ... 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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number 6 is my husband 

 

 

 

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not sure what happened to number 6 

if he is not speaking to me or just has been blocked 

 

 

 

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the word games will not work if we can block each other 

because each word follows on from the previous one 

 

 

 

 

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if people could block each other 

you would not be able to see their forum suggestions 

 

 

 

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i expcet the unexpected that the author has predicted 

is when she backs into me ' accidentaly ' at a shopping centre

 

 

 

 

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the family member you want to block 

could become a member of staff 

at which they would be able to see all your posts anyway 

 

 

 

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if were to expect the unexpected 

then how could you have predicted it ha ha 

 

 

 

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baby mother wants the ability to block people 

so they cant see her plans to kidnap number 6

or her critiques of my bedroom footage 

 

 

 

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k suppose im A, and B has blocked me 

while C is another member nothing to do with any blocking 

 im in a conversation with C on a thread that C started 

and then if B posts on it i can no longer see that thread ? 

 

 

 

 

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what if two people are blocked from each other on a forum

and they have both posted in someone elses thread 

neither of them can see that thread any more ? 

 

 

 

 

 

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its hierarchical the way some people can create so many identities 

and even view internet content by hacking or satellite 

then stop others from being aware of that 

 

 

 

 

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elon-gate

 

 

 

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number 2 is interfering with my vulnerable friends internet 

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my vulnerable friend is unable to get online again 

 

 

 

 

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number six has been sanctioned from internet communication 

 

 

 

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number 2 is harrassing my vulnerable friend online 

 

 

 

 

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another taxi driver tickled my imagination today 

even though hes a bit of a grumpy old git 

 

 

 

 

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i have not agreed to any ' treatment programme ' 

that the author has organised for me 

 

 

 

 

word jam : a party inside

a party in me

there may not be a God
but there sure is such a thing as magic

k but if we were back together
youd be thinking about the cam girl
and the onus is on her
to get over our scrap

i fantasised about a taxi driver ( a current one )
driving me somewhere off route

broken 
so six he came after the car in another car


and reminded me about the action figures 


which was a big help 
and i remembered 

that its not just in and out 

but also round and round with him


and now im very wrecked and dizzy

magic can be stolen by putting others down
or obtained fairly by giving compliments

Is very difficult

What I learned is I have to feel it to heal it
And then let it not exactly go away
But let it pass on

Like right now I'm feeling hurt

the author has set up a desperate situation
so that she can be the hero of it

how about a tv show called ' Creative Dates ' !

I don't think ive ever been ' on a proper date '
where you go to a restaurant and a movie ...
I met people at bus stops
and while doing other things

i was in rock star heaven
and i managed to stay faithful
warm ale = war male
apparently this it to be served up
to all and sundry in the morning
cant wait to hear him play guitar
exploding is like a trauma
you need time to get over it
bit of a head banger
im concussed now
i said im thinking about so and so
and he said to concentrate on what he is doing

im being subjected to converstion practices
im the incentive

I have difficulty expressing my irritation as well go along

a band called the Wild Party Cats
releases singles called The Yowling Match

it sticks out like a sore thumb

nutcracker

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a party in me