300324 

all about the bait 

020424 , 010424 ,  310324 , 300324 , 290324

My sister in law wants me to die so she can get the property

don't like being around people who try to change my sexuality

she said all male sex is rape 

no 2 has cut me off from the forum while he explores his relationship with cloud 

Baby mother making the forum run slow ...

She's going after no 6 for mating duties 

Little has cut me off from the forum 

This is also from no 2 who has thrown his lot in with cloud and begun to attack me because I spoil the view from his window 

I don't appreciate someone trying to change my sexuality and blackmailing me for things ive made amends for 

It's libel 

Cloud thinks that abusing me via a suicidal person is gonna help her mission for no 2

She enjoys sex if it involves mating 

My sister in law wants me to kill myself so she can get the money from the house 

She tells my nephew not to contact me until she gets more legal documentation about the will 

no 2 threatening to have me tortured in hospital

He's also talking about deporting someone   and feeding my art ideas to my cousin

 290324

screaming really helps with the pain 

tied to a tree 

but managed to get back home 

wherever that is 

i dont know why it still hurts 

even with lube 

means i cant really bang on 

when some seem too big 

my mother hit her head in an air raid shelter 

as a baby 

There's a lovely purple squidgy one 

but my boyfriend wouldnt hurt me 

 

 

 

 290324 , 280324 , 270324

I don't like being around people who try to change my sexuality

she said all male sex is rape 

no 2 has cut me off from the forum while he explores his relationship with cloud 

Baby mother making the forum run slow ...

She's going after no 6 for mating duties 

Little has cut me off from the forum 

This iscalso from no 2 who has thrown his lot in with cloud and begun to attack me because I spoil the view from his window 

I don't appreciate someone trying to change my sexuality and blackmailing me for things ive made amends for 

It's libel 

Cloud thinks that abusing me via a suicidal person is gonna help her mission for no 2

My sister in law wants me to kill myself so she can get the money from the house 

27024 , 260324 , 250324 , 240324 ,  220324

No 2 has cut me off from my online bank 

He is a hacker

I've added something to the will , sister

To say I don't want you to have any of it

I don't really like the author

Thanks for reminding me what to expect if I speak to you in real life !

no 2 feeds the author intimate footage of me in my bedroom 

and then wonders why its not him i fancy  

i dont see why i should talk to the author in real life 

its very abusive to watch satellite footage of somones bedroom 

she enjoys negative attention

No 2 is feeding my art ideas to my artist cousin

apparently its illegal to try to change someones sexuality  

in fact people have been sued for doing so ... 

no 2 wont let me do my tesco shopping

220324

 

bit of a schroedingers cat that one 

i took one for the team 

but still butterflying 

bit tired maybe 

the lube was a help and im hopeful 

its still painful 

not sure how i managed a pepper pot 

and ive actually bled ! 

 

 

 

 

 

 190324

well the new toy was too big ! 

i will have to build up to it or get some lube 

so i used the butterfly toy 

sure ive had one that big 

anyway i beat around the bush 

and landed where i should so that was good 

back on the straw 

Headbanger it was painful

I feel ill

There must be a bit of hymen left

Jet lagged 

Seems if you're single long enough it grows back

I remember getting a pepper pot in there

 

 

 

word jam : the laundry folding blues

 I get an evil feeling when a dog is barking
started off in the wrong place
and landed up right
making a film with the person filming me  

missed him
In the heroin of God
Cuckooed in a trap house
Back to this fantasy from a film
The rock star is probably dead now
They were making a film with people watching
Grinding muscles and exploding lights

A feeling of peace and excitement

A taxi driver went the wrong way
And back to that film
With a view to doing the girl
Which I can do if there is a man watching
If you know what I mean

Kept switching its not where im happy

It wasn't about drugs it was about freedom
Beating myself up

Not wanting to be here gives you an edge
And an awareness of the unseen

A man moonwalked in the psychiatric hospital

One of them was blindfolded
And another had a gun
A bit unhinged if I don't take my meds

The guitar is melting like candle wax
Narcotic feelings transformed

Bang a rock star connection
Pink lacy underwear looks good on him
And enhances his masculinity
Shocking under his jeans

N I got the laundry folding blues
You gotta get this stuff out
Before people start killing each other
Maybe this will save the world

Subliminalist painting
I don't think my psychedelic hedgehog
Is from another planet
N im the pinball !

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Im thinking of the Internet as a mockup of real life ...

Author has threatened to have my vulnerable friends cats abducted 

 she has hijacked my vulnerable friend and using her as a ventriloquist doll  

along with the chuckster

i will have to think of someone else to do power of attorney 

 Sure gay relationships are awesome . It'd not cure scizophrenia Little 

ive discussed power of attorny with someone else 

and she doenst feel its necessary yet

The author won't lift a finger to help herself

She managed to get a like out of me online because of mutual friends . That won't happen in real life because she dumped all her friends  

 130324

The author is boring into my business by teaming up with my sister in law 

She makes a full time job of it and is capable of working from home as a private detective

I won't be having coffee with them

People don't want to have coffee with her because she is a gossip machine 

Lapping up tid bits from mutual friends 

 120324 , 110324 

No 2 says he's going to mess with my medication , and cut off my phone line

hes threatening to close my blog and youtube channel 

being run over doesnt worry me so much thanks 

if i dont sit with the author while she plies me with memes 

Author said all male sex is rape .

I'm not interested in her sexually , thanks but no thanks 

She deliberately annoys other friends who make their excuses so she can be left alone with me ...

This is a full time job for the author 

no 2 has cut me off from the forum 

  looks like my relationship has gone up in smoke

sister in law has arrived under a new name 

trying to kill me to get the inheritance 

i was going to discuss power of attourney with her son 

but she has put me off now ha ha

Apparently I cause trouble if I fancy men and not the author

110324 , 100324

I get an evil feeling when a dog is barking 

started off in the wrong place 

and landed up right 

making a film with the person filming me  

missed him

 100324 , 090324

My sister In law m is hoping I will kill myself now that I made a will

The signatures are illegible and I should leave a note saying who they were . I've not 

Also have not done power of attorney 

I've left a note about it where the will was 

Apparently homd made wills can fail , so I should really see a solicitor about it

 090324 , 080324 , 070324 , 060324 , 050324

No 2 says he's going to mess with my medication , and cot off my phone line

Author said all male sex is rape . I'm having to manage my reputation by speaking to her 

I'm not interested in her sexually , thanks but no thanks 

She deliberately annoys other friends who make their excuses so she can be left alone with me ...

This is a full time job for the author 

no 2 has cut me off from the forum 

  looks like my relationship has gone up in smoke

sister in law has arrived under a new name 

trying to kill me to get the inheritance 

i was going to discuss power of attourney with her son 

but she has put me off now ha ha

Thing is m if there is not power of attorney and I go into a care home , you lose all my money ! Not that it was for you ...

Cloud is threatening to murder a child in my family , the author agrees with her 

 

 

 040324

well i started off in the right place 

then interpreted arse the wrong way 

and ended up shagging a dead rock star for a bit 

then back to the same movie fantasy 

those people are probably long gone 

they were making a film with people watching 

grinding muscles and exploding lights 

a feeling of peace and excitement 

 

 

 

 

 040324 , 030324 , 020324 

baby mother taking number 6 out of the country for mating duties

Chucky is on the warpath 

No 2 is very abusive and immature

He's also in a position of power to look after my interests 

i know he has tried to come back to me 

and ive tried too 

but he just cant help his feelings for cloud 

so there is no emotional opening for me to come back to him 

and this is something he needs to face up to 

and acknowledge his commitment to cloud 

 010324

My late father's sister wants me dead 

I've left a note to this effect near my will

She is stalking me on the mental health forum