jupitersterrain four

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like myself I'm not gay but I'm very alternative


n yeah I'm just reading his face and at first I thought he looked evil . Then listening to the music I came to feel that he has been through a lot of battles about being gay
which gives him a kind of bitterness which the music helps to explain

im a bit hocd actually I think
I feel I've come under a lot of pressure to be gay
and there is this fear that some woman will succeed by making me feel obligated or sorry for them ha ha

like men are supposedly supposed to do  

yes I think there is a lot of pressure for women. And I get the impression there is some lobby somewhere that thinks we could really kick the mens arses if we got together

like there was this friend I felt she had a crush on me , she would send me newspaper cuttings saying nasty things about men , and she would pick off my other friends and stuff so I stopped seeing her