word jam : paragliding into the sunset

 

is that a needs based economy or a living wage ?

it might work with the right people in charge

in a way I live in a needs based economy

but yet there always seems to be a price to pay somewhere

 

my brother is critically ill in hospital

this pain is like someone is drillling holes in my chest

and there are different types of empathy

 

the world is a meaningless facade

that hides the true meaning of meaning

 

and defeated

 

and its on record that i tried to take my life  

 

sometimes number 6 talks out of the hucksters rear end  

 

occasionally i speak to number two

and he goes straight for the cam girl

why because he needs me to make him feel loved

like thrill seeking rides and paragliding

the terror of the booster ride 

or paragliding into the sunset on a deathwish 

 

dont waste your suicide

riding close to death 

death is so close to life

 

a fuschia is a very sexual flower

i just recently painted one 

idling away the afternoon like a loser

 

may as well put you to use

if youre going to lie in bed all day he says 

n they were all watching me

one way to get attention isnt it

this releases light from the root chakra

the light of eternal life

n they saw that and wrote articles about it

the light started at the root and went up to the crown

a space ship full of aliens spitting stars

but i dont think we will ever be allowed to meet

and can we control our tempers ?

and how will the affair ever end

its been going on for years and years

i do try to end it to no avail

and ive made myself legless

n im going to die of renal failure

he makes me feel alive and less hypochondriac

n there was actually hammering next door

n now im completely legless and senseless

defiant

legless with no brain

this is the new virginity

 

amoeba and light producing enzymes

fireflies a ring of light expands and bursts like the first life form

n the light explodes from my head

 

i feel like ive been whacked over the head

and all the light is spilling out

 

do you take this woman

to be the one you usually wank about the most

number 6 is really brilliant at cyber sex

 

while we were in the hay barn

i had a flashback to Notting Hill Carnival

a guy put his arms round me and offered to take me back to his

to take things slowly

i didnt go, but decades later this decides to come up

and turn me on

it was like both guys were there at once

which was wierd

its usually number 6 though

sometimes you have to look away from a star

in order to see it