311222

 

baby mother planning to torture no 2 with electricity 

Im not befriending the author at the supermarket 

Baby mother is threatening to harm my vulnerable friends cats

Baby mother trying to capture no 6

For seasonal mating duties

It is a great time for it because the watchdogs are drunk

Then she threatens to cut my disability assistance 

Then it's about closing my blog 

next the threat to abduct my vulnerable friends cats 

 

author has joined call

to have no 6 forced to mate 

 

 291222 and 301222

Im not befriending the author at the supermarket 

Baby mother is threatening to harm my vulnerable friends cats

Baby mother trying to capture no 6

For seasonal mating duties

It is a great time for it because the watchdogs are drunk

Then she threatens to cut my disability assistance 

Then it's about closing my blog 

next the threat to abduct my vulnerable friends cats 

 

author has joined call

to have no 6 forced to mate 

 

281222

Baby mother is threatening to harm my vulnerable friends cats

Im not befriending the author at the supermarket 

Baby mother trying to capture no 6

For seasonal mating duties

It is a great time for it because the watchdogs are drunk

Then she threatens to cut my disability assistance 

Then it's about closing my blog 

next the threat to abduct my vulnerable friends cats 

 281222

 251222

im not befriending the author at the supermarket 

Baby mother trying to capture no 6

For Christmas mating duties

Christmas is a great time for it because the watchdogs are drunk

Then she threatens to cut my disability assistance 

Then it's about closing my blog 

next the threat to abduct my vulnerable friends cats 

 

 261222

im not befriending the author at the supermarket 

 

 

 

 261222

The grief is like being clubbed in the chest until the tears heal it

 251222

im not befriending the author at the supermarket 

Baby mother trying to capture no 6

For Christmas mating duties

Christmas is a great time for it because the watchdogs are drunk

Then she threatens to cut my disability assistance 

Then it's about closing my blog 

next the threat to abduct my vulnerable friends cats 

 

 241222

 

 

Baby mother trying to capture no 6

For Christmas mating duties

Christmas is a great time for it because the watchdogs are drunk

Then she threatens to cut my disability assistance 

Then it's about closing my blog 

next the threat to abduct my vulnerable friends cats 

n shes down to her last egg ...

 

 

 

 

 241222

Baby mother trying to capture no 6

For Christmas mating duties

Christmas is a great time for it because the watchdogs are drunk

Then she threatens to cut my disability assistance 

Then it's about closing my blog 

 231222

Baby mother trying to capture no 6

For Christmas mating duties

Christmas is a great time for it because the watchdogs are drunk

Then she threatens to cut my disability assistance 

221222

 

my Dads obituary 

 

my Dad was a hard task master ! 

if you wanted a musical instrument you had to first make music 

' with old bones ' !  

we spent alot of quality time with him 

hiking and fishing in Scotland 

and playing football and frisbee in London 

at family events he would write plays 

for us to perform with our puppets 

he played guitar , banjo and honky tonk piano 

i played violin and we did many a bluegrass duet together 

 

Dad was a very affectionate man 

that i will sorely miss 

 211222

nic is tailgating me on the forum 

with about 20 different accounts 

 

 

 

181222

 

so now theres the afterlife

 

he was roaming the land like a werewolf 

in the cold damp mist 

and i trod on a mine 

 

there was a howl and a yelp 

too much 

a lady brought down a peg or two 

doing something so base 

 

twisted in a vice 

to maximum torsion 

something only young people do 

a shaft of light from the coccyx 

 

the Queen is dead 

 

 

 

word jam : Christmas 2022

the Queen discovered another side of herself
in her last days

he said id made mincemeat of him
 
i was picking fights with people
and needed to release it
id been carrying it for days
unable to find the time
 
it builds like thunder on a hot day
like a boa constrictor

like an electric eel , tasered

Panting like a lunatic

Excruciating

Snorting

this is what they mean by nasty
we can feel each others pain
 
at the same time
 
and its just too much
ive been avoiding it
and getting annoyed with people
 
his ex told me to slow down !
actually i want to steal a bit of life
whyd you have to work anyway ?

 i was making love to his poetry
a quick one he said
to finish you off even if it kills you
we'll stand up ,
 
about 5 minutes
done for now
not a food for sex scandal
thats it make your own people starve
so you can be the benefactor
and im not even all that well
 
a real stinger

that next one could take my leg off

itll have to wait !  

he used pressure
he said this tension will kill us
and so will its release
guess were doomed
and ive been avoiding it
no wonder im so crippled
its true im at deaths door

 161222

Baby mother planning on electricuting no 6

Author gunning to be befriended at the supermarket

I don't accept either 

I'm also not having my brother to live with me

 151223

Baby mother planning on electricuting no 6

Author gunning to be befriended at the supermarket

I don't accept either 

 151222

I'm not befriending the author at the supermarket

 121222

Baby mother is kidnapping no 6 for mating duties

 091222

I'm not willing to befriend the author at the supermarket

She declared war about it

 071222 

baby mother campaigning to win the right to torture no 6

in order to obtain his sperm

 031222

I'm not befriending the author at the supermarket

Her response is that someone will break in and attack me

Then I will be mistreated in hospital

 031222

baby mother is campainging for permission and approval 

to sieze number 6 , torture him and force him to mate 

 

 

 

021222

cannabis made me feel a bit mushy 

 

 

 011222

Baby mother is looking for a nice way to say she wants to sieze no 6 for mating duties

 211122

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

 191122

I'm not befriending the author at the supermarket

 161122

Discard recycle repurpose upcycle

 111122

Bridge jumped mobbed 

I'm not befriending the author at the supermarket

 111122

Baby mother is laying plans to abduct no 6 for mating duties 

 111122

Ambushed subverted converted

 101122

baby mother is laying plans

to abduct no 6 for mating duties 

 

 

 

 101122

We start to hate each other

When the tension builds

091122

 

he said id made mincemeat of him 

 

i was picking fights with people 

and needed to release it 

id been carrying it for days 

unable to find the time 

 

it builds like thunder on a hot day 

like a boa constrictor 

 

 

 

 091122

the author says i will lose my home 

if i dont befriend her 

and have myself subjected to her homosexual memes 

 

 

 

 

 091122 

Baby mother is laying groundwork to abduct no 6 for mating duties

She was sexually assaulted in her younger days snd longs to do that to s man ..

 091122

No 2 is planning to have me tortured when I go for my operation

 071122

Sub marine shark

 061122 

im not befriending the author at the supermarket 

magic wand , disappearing elephant  

carousel not with me 

out

vomit 

071122

i cant be the authors befriender 

because its a conflict of interests 

i dont like her enough to be of real help

 051122

Baby mother is abusing me so she can abduct no 6 for mating duties

And before dunking u can't talk

 031122

i dont agree to befriend the author at the supermarket 

 

influence persuade obsessed 

 

 

 

 031122

Cruella braverman

 311022

baby mother is campaigning 

for the right to sieze number 6 for mating duties 

 

 

 

 301022

No 2 is planning to drop something into my supermarket trolley to make it look like I have shoplifted

 281022

K now no 6 wants the author foisted on me as well

How convenient and what a brilliant idea !

K so I'm not with either of them

They each have qualities I would like

I'm not befriending the author at the supermarket tomorrow

just what i need some more unpaid unthanked emotional labour 

 

 

 

 

 281022

I gave no 2 a hug and his response

Is to foist the author on me at the supermarket

 251022

baby mother planning to sieze number 6 for mating duties 

 

 

 

 

 251022

Seeing my brother puts me in a bad mood

 241022

like an electric eel , tasered

 

 

 

 231022

Panting like a lunatic

Excruciating

Snorting 

 231022

Clips wants me to be harmed in my operation

 231022

baby mother is planning to plant covid on us 

 

 

 

231022

 

this is what they mean by nasty 

we can feel each others pain 

 

at the same time 

 

and its just too much 

ive been avoiding it 

and getting annoyed with people 

 

his ex told me to slow down ! 

actually i want to steal a bit of life 

whyd you have to work anyway ? 

 

 

 

 

 

 

221022

asshat, racist 

 

 

 

 211022

I don't like lizz truss but I think comparing her to a lettuce is sexist

 201022

the author is trying to have me removed from the forum 

so that she can work on me in peace 

hoping to turn me gay 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 191022

Baby mother talking about date raping number 6

 181022

number 2 is hoping to interfere with my housing situation 

through the housing association 

maybe with changes to their mortgage policy 

if i dont pacify the author 

 

 

 

 

 151022

No 6 being carted off for mating duties

 151022

Author is planning a chain letter on the forum to hex me

 151022

number 2 is buttering my sister in law

who seeks to clear her name 

after i reported her for child abuse in the 90s 

 

 

 

 141022

No 2 makes an awesome husband 

If only 99 % if his fantasies werent about the cam girl !

 131022

thing about numbre 2 

is he needs to feel that he is the one doing the leaving 

 

 

 

 121022

baby mother about to kidnap no 6 for mating duties 

 

cow, hog 

 

 

 

 

 121022

no 2 has to pay me alimony 

because i was a vulnerable person 

when he had a secret relationship with me 

anyway its his job to protect security ... 

 

 

 

 121022

Snatching defeat from the jaws of victory

 121022

Strength , strong , stollen

 111022

Sixties ideas , modernist ideas

 111022

I challenged no 2 to a football match and he goes straight for a foul

 111022

Silly math , math exam , religious studies exam

 101022

Baby mother planning to kidnap no 6 for mating duties

091022

 

i was making love to his poetry

a quick one he said

to finish you off even if it kills you 

we'll stand up , 

 

tasered 

 

about 5 minutes 

done for now 

not a food for sex scandal 

thats it make your own people starve 

so you can be the benefactor 

and im not even all that well 

 

a real stinger

 

 

 

 

 071022

MHILDA

mental health issues learning difficulties autism

ALDMHI , AMHILD , ALDMHI

 061022

Just today I don't feel well enough

 061022

that next orgasm could take my leg off 

itll have to wait !  

 011022

Fuzzy boundaries property boundaries personal boundaries 

Yellow wok

 300922

I've paid more than my dues

 300922

The author is hustling for hacked information so she can harass me at the supermarket

 290922 chancellor accused of being quasi black

 280922 my dad's sister is tailgating me on the forum 

 270922

No 2 planning to take no 6 to be tortured 

 260922

No 2 us thinking of getting me sectioned 

 260922

No 2 and cam girl planning to mess with my meds

 250922

No 2 thinking of having me arrested for something , not sure what

 210922

The author is hoping to bait me at the supermarket this week

 200922

No 2 wants to get me off the forum so that I can't reach no 6

180922

 

he used force

he said this tension will kill us 

and so will its release 

guess were doomed 

and ive been avoiding it 

no wonder im so crippled

its true im at deaths door 

 

 

 

 

 

 160922

Apple , Adams,  eves , religion 

 150922

No 6 being taken for torture 

And mating duties 

 090922

The look on the Queens face just before she died , she discovered a side if herself she never knew 

 070922

Chucky sent some young men with big dogs to frighten me on my walk

 040922

Willow , weeping , gestapo

Stepmother is plotting to harm my vulnerable friends cats

She has low blood sugar on her five two diet

word jam : i flirted with a flower

 031022

that hurt
before i even got started
and its great
when he has another guy with him
i really felt him this time
best anger therapy
especially outdoors
kind of rough and smooth at the same time
a summery haze soothes my pain

Pretty legless after all that
 
n im huffing like a steam train

Alpha waves
Centrifugal and centripetal forces

he was describing
what it was like for him
the spasms attack us
and i saw a birds eye view
as if the crow flies
two people convulsing it looks amazing
and i thought of something warped at the end
that i saw on tv
to do with a camera girl, a different one
i had a ball, the time of my life
im still a little bit enchanted with danger
thats some back bone
 
like were wrestling 
They do camping as well the oyster project and dancing

he said hed bang so hard
hed get stuck
sweaty post banging stuff
i used to do it with the shower hose
he would like to watch that
he really winds me up with this kindness business
but i will try

If I didn't take my meds
I would turn into a werewolf

i am what i create
and today i got out all the brushes and paints
set up the easel
it took me hours and all to no avail

he offered to do something
with another man
in order to impress me
while they watch me
and then he gives it to me
ladies first he says
to the sound of molten guitar 
so in tune with me

delightfully self referential
in the emotion rather than on it
gory

my mother's father who might not have been her real dad
So no I'm not that clear about my roots ...

sun drunk

he showed me a film
so we watched that together
squeezed up on the sofa
getting us to focus on the action
n they threatened to put me away for it
it was that bad
caught in a heterosexual act
and id just watched a date on tv
that was a bit lascivious

Hallucinating positive things .
I remember walking into the kitchen
and all the pots and pans
seemed to come alive making music like a Disney film !

n this is not about babies
its about him
n whats warped
is watching us getting charged with electricity
so that we bounce off
its just so rude

like how snails do it
he said wed have a big one , a flood
incandescence explodes and ebbs away

really meditated on this ones

pulsating ripples
positively unemployed

we took it slowly
because it was so painful
this shocking energy running up the spine
i know that he can save me from myself
theres more to learn from him
 
bit of an ego crusher
n im steamrollered
 
he reminds me whats important , the connection
n the taxi driver didnt get a look in
i almost had to dissociate from this one
i feel like a groupie in tatty lace
n its difficult to imagine
how something so powerful
would work in real life 

i flirted with a flower
 
he said it was a blast
he beat two taxi drivers metaphorically speaking
and those fantasies are hard to beat
what a way to appreciate somebody



 

030922

Elephant , trombone

 030922

My stepmother is on the forum hinting for me to go on WhatsApp with my addict brother . I don't want him to have my mobile number   I don't feel safe having to answer calls from him when I'm out 

Heart , thankyou , udder

020922

goofy , gaunt 

 

 

 

 020922

No 2 is planning to kidnap my vulnerable friend

 020922

My stepmother fasts 2 days a week , since she started that she has been horrible . Apparently it's backed by science but I've been abused also by someone else on the 5 /2 diet

 020922

Éclair,  Ramadan,  neuroscience , evolution

 310822

Please no

Please yourself , pleasure yourself

 310822

Chucky and nic have planned something like showing the dwp my forum posts ? 

I mean why else would nic be feeling happy ? 

They've also passed a message through my vulnerable friend

password please, please madam  

that last bit was the author

300822

 

that hurt 

before i even got started 

and its great

when he has another guy with him

i really felt him this time 

best anger therapy 

especially outdoors 

kind of rough and smooth at the same time 

a summery haze soothes my pain 

Pretty legless after all that

 

n im huffing like a steam train

280822

my dads ex partner is trying to prejudice an agenda 

whereby she wants me to go on whatsapp with my addict brother 

in preparation for a phone call we are having 

 

 

 

 

220822

inspirationist paintings 

 

 

 

 220822

Chucky is planning an arson attempt on my home later this week

The author is in on it

They are planning to throw something burning into the dry grass

210822

the cam girl can apparently 

make my medication unavailable to me 

she is a social worker with responsiblity for me 

 

 

 

 210822

Apparently my aunt is bringing covid with her on Wednesday 

The agenda is to get me yo do more for my addict brother

 210822

Alpha waves

Centrifugal and centripetal forces 

210822

 

he was describing 

what it was like for him 

the spasms attack us

and i saw a birds eye view 

as the crow flies 

two people convulsing together 

it looks amazing 

and i thought of something kinky at the end 

that i saw on tv

to do with a cam girl, a different one 

i had a ball, the time of my life 

im still a little bit enchanted with danger 

thats some back bone 

 

like were wrestling 

 

 

 

 190822

I'm not speaking to the author at the supermarket

Yous are a disgrace the way you talk to me and exclude me from the discussion I'm not a pet !

190822

chucky just called me a hoe on the forum 

hes defending the author 

because i rejected him 

both are catholics 

 

 

 

 190822

Apparently the author is to be placed in my path on saturday

 180822

Manipulative

Communism ,

Emotional blackmail

 170822

Clips us trying to pass a motion 

Where the author magically appears at the supermarket on saturday

 170822

i will have to spend saturday getting my phone fixed 

so i wont be meeting the author sorry 

you know what sometimes i think i should give it a go 

but your emotional blackmail about it really puts me off ...

 

 

 

 170822

Communism

 170822

Wearisome   tedious

 170822

Fall over , fall out

160822

wash hands 

participation, nothing, getting 

 

 

 

160822

dance hall, oyster dance 

signposting

They do camping as well , oyster project

 

 

 

 160822

To say that cats should lose the right to roam

Is like saying all dogs should have vocal operations 

Some dogs are as loud as a chain saw !

 150822

Jigsaw , chainsaw

150822

androgynous

 

 

 

150822

 

he said hed bang so hard 

hed get stuck

sweaty bed post banging stuff

i used to do it with the shower hose 

he would like to watch that 

he really winds me up with this kindness business 

but i will try 

 

 

 

 140822

mercenary 

 

 

 

 140822

School dance , school teacher 

 140822

Vexatious annoying belligerent liverish

130822

plans are afoot to have me removed from the forum 

if i dont make love to the author 

 Or possibly a large reduction in benefits

 

being removed from the forum the author said  

im not a shut in, im awaiting a hip op 

and i do go out for coffee with friends 

i also have an art class during term time 

and like where does no 2 go the pub ?

 

 

 

 130822

Bonfire , guy fawkes , fireworks , room 

 120822

If I didn't take my meds

I would turn into a werewolf 

 120822

Third wheel,  spare wheel , my joke 

 110822

White Black yellow 

 110822

Nobody believes the story about the mutual admirer

110822

clips is getting vicariously excited 

at the idea of foisting the author on me 

 

 

 

 

 110822

Soggy

 110822

Plans are being drawn up

For the author to harass me tomorrow at the supermarket 

110822

Exactly , we have to love and forgive ourselves !

That's what I mean by strength

Actually since you wrote this I've realised I'm totally off the mark as to what they might ' mean ' !

 100822

Boots , anhedonia , holster

 100822

Countries , languages

 090822

Zoom , rocket , sharia

 070822

No pressure

 060822

The author is trying to have my blog and YouTube channel shut down

In order to help her reach my pants 

 060822 sink hole , black hole

 060822

Baby mother hoping to kidnap no 6 while I'm out

 060822

Chucky is trying to orchestrate the authors trip to harass me at the supermarket

And number 2 wants to plant something on me at the supermarket to look like I've shoplifted

 050822

Clips is encouraging the author to coerce me into a l relationship

Look , kook

Toy story , own story 

050822

 

i am what i create

and today i got out all the brushes and paints 

set up the easel

it took me hours and all to no avail 

 

 

 

 040822

orange , coral 

 

 

 

 040822

The author and number 5

Sent me a threatening message

Via my vulnerable friend

 040822

I don't regret times

When I have reported child abuse

 040822

Perseverance selling

 030822

apparently the author is going to fall over at the supermarket on saturday 

in the hope of gaining my attention 

 

 

 

 

030822

crocodile tears

 

 

 

 030822

Club house exploit

Plans are being drawn up to plant the author in my path on saturday

Especially by no 2

no 5  has also weighed in 

 030822

Gigabyte , egged

Original original

 020822

Original sin ? Heterosexual sin !

Recipe book , medical book

 020822

Orange heart , orange juice , juice extractor , extractor fan , original fan

 020822

Field mouse , force field

 020822

Ego , orifice

 310722

Gossip panel leak

310722

 

he offered to do something 

with another man

in order to impress me 

while they watch me wank myself off 

and then he gives it to me 

ladies first he says 

i am re-sexualised

to the sound of molten guitar 

eventually pumping it all out 

so in tune with me 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 300722

I don't court popularity 

By being a doormat

 300722

Rapist 

 300722

Dyke

 290722

There is a very aggressive womens campaign going on telling me I'm bigoted and narrow minded because I don't want to lick the author ...

 290722

information obtained by hacking 

is being collected for the author 

so that she can harrass me tomorrow at the supermarket 

 

 

 

 290722

Apparently I could be kicked off the forum if I don't befriend the author tomorrow at the supermarket

 280722

Apparently my aunt could have a word with the leader of my art class  

 280722

Apparently the author can have words with my therapist ...

 280722

Apparently the cam girl can have words with my psychiatrist ... she is a social worker in a professional position over me 

K no pressure ...

 

 

260722

delightfully self referential to quote number 6

in the emotion rather than on it 

heard at Al-Anon years ago 

 

 

 

 

 260722

Heterophobia 

 250722

The author says my money may be sanctioned if I don't befriend her and this will make us more rounded

What do they think I am some sort if l prostitute ?

 230722

Vulnerable man

230722

sounds like number 6 is asleep 

and clips and baby mother are desperatly hoping to kidnap him 

before he wakes up 

 

 

 

 

230722

dinner lady 

 230722 20.25

Baby mother and clips are trying to sieze number 6 for mating duties

 230722

Employed 

 230722

Dressing down 

230723

As for people trying to turn us gay

Some if us have had such experiences

220722

number 2 has hopped on the bandwagon 

hoping to force me to befriend the author 

having spent last night chatting to his cam girl 

when im not allowed to communicate with number 6

 

 

220722

the author has put in her bid

for tomorrows harrassment of me at the supermarket 

not a good way to make friends ... 

 

 

 

220722

There is a conflict of interests in my doing  befriending work for the author because she is in love with me and it's not recoprocated

210722

apparently its for the good of the econonmy 

that im forced to meet the author 

terrific ! what a great basis for a friendship ! 

 

 

 

 

210722

clips is planning to tell the author 

when i will be at the supermarket on saturday 

 

 

 

210722

look ive got my addict brother wanting to be on whatsapp with me 

which im not sure about 

i cant take on the author as well at this time ... 

both of them have other opportunities to socialse 

 

 

 

210722

Yesman

210722

Entrap

200722

Washing cycle

20722

Only thing , damaged thing

170722

baby mother , clips and the author 

are laying the groundwork

for the author to harrass me on saturday at the supermarket 

 

 

 

170722

Off topic

 170722

Missionary soul

 160722

Number 2 is interfering with my vulnerable friends internet

160722

late nights 

 

 

 

160722

now they are threatening to section me 

 

 

 

160722

the cam girl says that mental health staff

have decided to cut my benefits 

if i dont befriend the author and mate with number 2 

oh and keep quiet about baby mothers plans 

to force number 6 to mate with her 

 

 

 

 

 

140722

force screw 

 

 

140722

the author is planning to harrass me on saturday 

at the supermarket 

aided by artificial intelligence 

first she needs to see a doctor about the contagious boils on her face 

 

 

 

140722

gore, gross

 

 

 140722 it's not where you come from its where you are headed 

130722

I was brought up by English protestants and atheists but there was also some question over my mother's father who might not have been her real dad

So no I'm not that clear about my roots ...

 130722

Looks like number 6 might be anti semitic too , Jeremy corbyn style

130722

the author is anti semitic 

 

 

 

130722

sun drunk 

 

 

 

 130722

Do benefit reviews ask how much alcohol you drink I can't remember ?

130722

I don't want a friend who is telling me I'm cold or shallow in order to get me into bed

I don't consider that a friend

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Baby mother just used my nephews name on the forum to shut me up so that she can seize number 6 for mating duties and she has to actually torture a guy ...

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Yolk

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GO AWAY !

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clips and baby mother are planning a ' chance ' meeting 

with myself and the author at the supermarket 

all facilitated by artificial intelligence 

 

 

 

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Number 6 wants me to see the author at Christmas and the answer is no

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I didn't know when you join a forum your expected to meet members for sex

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I will visit her in a nursing home when she can no longer harass me in the street

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I'd be happy if the author was dead

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he showed me some porn 

so we watched that together 

squeezed up on the sofa

getting us to focus on the action 

n they threatened to put me away for it 

it was that bad

caught in a heterosexual act 

and id just watched a date on tv

that was a bit lascivious 

 

 

 

 

 090722

Football hooligan

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baby mother and clips are heading round to number 6

to kidnap and torture him for mating duties 

baby mother is down to her last few eggs 

and is very desperate 

 

 

 

 

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Groom , lynch

 060722 both are ls who want to coerce me into a relationship with the author

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the author and clips are trying to have me kicked off the forum 

so they can have their wicked way with me 

 

 

 

Hallucinating positive things . I remember walking into the kitchen and all the pots and pans seemed to come alive making music like a Disney film !

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Babies babies babies !

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Some people wish they had never been born

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schwartz has turned priest ! 

 

 

 

 040722 the cam girl is popping away at me because number 2 refuses to meet her in real life

 Test

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number twos recent attempts to woo me 

involve organising a benefit review for me 

teaming up with my nephews mother 

and trying to turn me into a l love for the author 

 

 

 

 

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support groups , support centre , booze , toy patients

baby mother is threatening to cut off my internet 

there are local services available to the author 

and im not one of them  

the author needs to find herself a genuine l

instead of trying to make a fake one out of a straight woman