word jam : i flirted with a flower

 031022

that hurt
before i even got started
and its great
when he has another guy with him
i really felt him this time
best anger therapy
especially outdoors
kind of rough and smooth at the same time
a summery haze soothes my pain

Pretty legless after all that
 
n im huffing like a steam train

Alpha waves
Centrifugal and centripetal forces

he was describing
what it was like for him
the spasms attack us
and i saw a birds eye view
as if the crow flies
two people convulsing it looks amazing
and i thought of something warped at the end
that i saw on tv
to do with a camera girl, a different one
i had a ball, the time of my life
im still a little bit enchanted with danger
thats some back bone
 
like were wrestling 
They do camping as well the oyster project and dancing

he said hed bang so hard
hed get stuck
sweaty post banging stuff
i used to do it with the shower hose
he would like to watch that
he really winds me up with this kindness business
but i will try

If I didn't take my meds
I would turn into a werewolf

i am what i create
and today i got out all the brushes and paints
set up the easel
it took me hours and all to no avail

he offered to do something
with another man
in order to impress me
while they watch me
and then he gives it to me
ladies first he says
to the sound of molten guitar 
so in tune with me

delightfully self referential
in the emotion rather than on it
gory

my mother's father who might not have been her real dad
So no I'm not that clear about my roots ...

sun drunk

he showed me a film
so we watched that together
squeezed up on the sofa
getting us to focus on the action
n they threatened to put me away for it
it was that bad
caught in a heterosexual act
and id just watched a date on tv
that was a bit lascivious

Hallucinating positive things .
I remember walking into the kitchen
and all the pots and pans
seemed to come alive making music like a Disney film !

n this is not about babies
its about him
n whats warped
is watching us getting charged with electricity
so that we bounce off
its just so rude

like how snails do it
he said wed have a big one , a flood
incandescence explodes and ebbs away

really meditated on this ones

pulsating ripples
positively unemployed

we took it slowly
because it was so painful
this shocking energy running up the spine
i know that he can save me from myself
theres more to learn from him
 
bit of an ego crusher
n im steamrollered
 
he reminds me whats important , the connection
n the taxi driver didnt get a look in
i almost had to dissociate from this one
i feel like a groupie in tatty lace
n its difficult to imagine
how something so powerful
would work in real life 

i flirted with a flower
 
he said it was a blast
he beat two taxi drivers metaphorically speaking
and those fantasies are hard to beat
what a way to appreciate somebody