word jam : a party inside

a party in me

there may not be a God
but there sure is such a thing as magic

k but if we were back together
youd be thinking about the cam girl
and the onus is on her
to get over our scrap

i fantasised about a taxi driver ( a current one )
driving me somewhere off route

broken 
so six he came after the car in another car


and reminded me about the action figures 


which was a big help 
and i remembered 

that its not just in and out 

but also round and round with him


and now im very wrecked and dizzy

magic can be stolen by putting others down
or obtained fairly by giving compliments

Is very difficult

What I learned is I have to feel it to heal it
And then let it not exactly go away
But let it pass on

Like right now I'm feeling hurt

the author has set up a desperate situation
so that she can be the hero of it

how about a tv show called ' Creative Dates ' !

I don't think ive ever been ' on a proper date '
where you go to a restaurant and a movie ...
I met people at bus stops
and while doing other things

i was in rock star heaven
and i managed to stay faithful
warm ale = war male
apparently this it to be served up
to all and sundry in the morning
cant wait to hear him play guitar
exploding is like a trauma
you need time to get over it
bit of a head banger
im concussed now
i said im thinking about so and so
and he said to concentrate on what he is doing

im being subjected to converstion practices
im the incentive

I have difficulty expressing my irritation as well go along

a band called the Wild Party Cats
releases singles called The Yowling Match

it sticks out like a sore thumb

nutcracker