word jam : stained glass windows

still a bit of my virginity left
friend of no 6
hes got me reading the bible
hopefully Christmas again soon

pregnant virgin stingray was interesting
When lightning strikes its not easy to get out
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hes shattered my stain glass windows
called me a sanctimonious little bitch
but my virginity remains unbroken
hands are shaking

No 6

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We swam in a river , our clothes sticking to us
A crocodile rising beneatThe snapping of its jaws unbearable
like lightning ripping the sky
Staggering backwards
writers and artists are all about ugliness and monsters at the moment

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forgot how much i fancied him
the college guy
*********

they say a woman has balls
what if a man has a womb
i painted my pain
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smellivision : when someone appears on video in their pyjamas you can almost smell them
i feel a bit queazy and dizzy now
took one for the team
i did not have sex with that man
think of the war in Gaza
make love not war like Dev taught me
but i did also thank Scarey , and others
n the animals and stuff

A potato exploded
may as well break my own heart
God is not how you think theyre beyond your wildest dreams

From 2013 about old age
Swing from the balcony
Streak down the street
And die on morphine
In a shark infested sea

Sex shouldn't be performative , but if you never tried to have a vaginal orgasm you'd be missing out
A woman can end up with a ' staring at the wall feeling ' if the communication is lost

I'd recommend talking about it
i thought he looks dodgy thats my type
I could do a woman if its part of a threesome with a man

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i made it ! with all the people watching
and being disparaging
it hurt and it wouldnt go in fully
but oh God hes screwing me
havent done that for years !
His dicks too big

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Some pieces of paper flew into a bottle
a riddle willl nere be told
theres a drunk man at the wheel
The skinny girls at school would mock the bigger girl , using her as a snack


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he said to pretend hes a woman
which was helpful
well i only ever fancied one woman
which is great
but not the full blown kundalini fire breath

that you can get with a man made myself bleed again
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bit of a schroedingers cat that one
i took one for the team
but still butterflying
bit tired maybe
the lube was a help and im hopeful
its still painful
not sure how i managed a pepper pot
and ive actually bled !


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well the new toy was too big !
i will have to build up to it or get some lube
so i used the butterfly toy
sure ive had one that big

anyway i beat around the bush
and landed where i should so that was good
back on the straw
Headbanger it was painful
I feel ill
There must be a bit of hymen left
Jet lagged
Seems if you're single long enough it grows back
I remember getting a pepper pot in there

k ive saved all this ... 

also if you come into a 12 step meeting to tell me about it 

i will have to mute you and you have not been granted permission ... 

if you go into a 12 step meeting to deliver intelligence 

then you dont understand spirituality 

youre damaging my mental health 

if you want to communicate with me 

please put an article in the guardian ...