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n yeah i hugged a serial killer in the secure unit 

he was hopped up on adrenalin 

one solution to the takeaway dinner 

is to eat one yourself 

a way to explore your feelings 

i cant make too much noise in here 

theres a child in the next room 

 

the neighbours were making vomiting noises 

but pleased with how it went 

and thanks  

not sure if i want to do a clitoral one 

as it might take me further away from it

The bullet grazed my eye ball

Latest on the author ? She said my apology not accepted and she'd not see me unless dragged kicking and screaming 

Which is not something I'll be doing ...

 

she keeps changing her mind about it 

so i dont know what signals im getting 

or where the goal posts are 

that crystal she gave me was oval shaped 

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The harpie is not welcome and nor is cloud ... 

drew this today while i was out 

 

 

no 6 has presented himself as a married man and is also now having an affair with another woman 

i dont see what im supposed to say to him  

i feel im just used to fuel the affair 

if he wants to talk to me he should create an unmarried character . if hes unmarried that is , end of message ... 

k thats the last time he tricks me

this drawing is about the relationship between men and women , the one with the circles and lines

A small powerful one can work better than a big one 

I was invited to a few places 

people left notes 

There was joy in it 

not listening to any agents in my recovery meetings thanks

No 2 has given foreign powers permission to fly microscopic drones in my home 

 the secure unit part 4

Author changed her mind again 

That's not who i was doing 

ill speak to her when were both ok about it 

No Author I'm not meeting you in the supermarket coffee shop ...

I have no energy to give the author just now after visiting a relative 

She makes me feel suicidal 

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back on the dusty road 
biking round the world 

Size not always an issue 

N we were talking about sensitive guys 

They ask you what you want to happen

And if your OK with it 

Left zombiefied 

 

always somebody watching  

they said they sipped my soul through a straw

 

yes shared delusions 

I remember discussing at the dinner hall 
how I felt I was being hunted by the FIB
and that I suspected some of the patients were agents 

some of the patients agreed that they were indeed agents 
and they were dead serious !

Author said she doesn't want to see me and I will be physically attacked 

then she said its not true that she doenst want to see me  

she said she doesnt accept my apology 

well that doesnt matter, what matters is that i made it 

guy has to understand im not in a good mood all the time ! 
I get taken advantage a lot as a single woman and have to stand up for myself 
which isn't always pretty

The pain and effort that goes into a painting,  experience,  training , AI can't give you that , artists have always made derivatives of their friends work but not putting it through a machine 

 

It's about the relationships between men and women 

 

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I had two periods a month

Apparently it's not just about winning but also music , atmosphere , sounds , creativity. An art form

I remember being admitted and there was a patient baring her teeth and trying to take my watch 
one day another patient bit a member of staff 
I was pushed and shove and assaulted by a large female 
among other things !

i witnessed a suicide attempt by tourniquet to the neck and all the staff running to get scissors  

 

My neighbours are making vomiting noises all day , I'm severely eroded 

No 2 encourages them

Thanks to people who left kind messages you know who you are 

 

I'd like to see the author now and then. Not sure it can be done like that , I'd be her fp , asked to explain my movements 

maybe when ive found a befriender to accompany me  

im supposed to prioritise my wellbeing ...

She also has access to bootlegged films of me in my bedroom , making it an abuse of her power