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This site is copyright of LIZARIKK

 

I very rarely fantasise about my partner

Paradoxically objectification plays a part

 waterlily bridge painting from 2020

a bearded iris dress 

She liked my baggy clothes

There was a black boom

And alot of deafening smoke 

My step mother is starving herself and being abusive , ive written it down 

Her husband has upset her

Author is trying to alter my sexuality which is illegal . She knows about the maternal abuse in my family 

Author can encounter me today if she wants,  120724

From 270624 I sometimes draw the same person many times as if you could heal them with paint

 

There is a sculpture design of a horse and a jackal called Nomane , I will upload it later

 

K so experiences of violence include being punched in the head by a drug addict , kicked in the stomach , having my finger bitten into until I screamed like an old man , chased by a man with a pane of glass , 

Lots of verbal abuse , stealthing , pushed shoved and sexually assaulted by a large woman in the mental hospital