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This blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , harpie , bisto , cloud , booley not welcome

This is something of a personal space 

Please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties , Al fayed is innocent

K thanks Dev im looking into it , ive heard tattoos are not lady like but will get trying to think of a design

on sunday i wrote that if you get lucky you can dissociate from physical pain , Also if I have an accident like one time I went over the handle bars of a bike and you're not expecting it there's no pain at all

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I jumped out of a window because you told me to , it broke my hip and I screamed in agony 

When the ambulance arrived I was sobbing with grief for Bottle 

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Thinking about a tattoo of a bird flying out of a cage 

Trouble is you just compared me to bisto again and in a very abusive way ..

.you have a drink problem , I'm exhausted and I'm thinking about an art class

Nb I can't date Mike at the moment because I'm a moderator and he isn't so that'd be over a boundary 

you can check in to an online AA meeting  with your camera off , why do people find that so terrifying ? 

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k  so Dev thought i was going off with Mike , sorry Dev hopefully still married x 

looking into a 5 cm tatoo of a bird flying out of a cage on my back side 

N b I've come round t the idea if my own volition 

It'll be like paragliding , a new life experience for me 

thanks Dev for the articles today 

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still married to Dev hopefully 

if i say ' safe word ' thats my safe word k 

ive arranged a consultation for my tattoo 

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Still married to Dev hopefully 

Dev you need to see a therapist . Bisto is all over the shop offering to support  you and it's not going to work for me ...

and if i were to counsel you myself it would desexualise the relationship 

and difficult to heal trauma just on a forum i think 

without sitting face to face with someone 

hopefully still married to Dev

Sorry to hear about your childhood , hugs 

He says he's had therapy but needs to uncouple