rap song : Evil Pink Star

yes i did !

complete fabrication
but enjoying the fantasy

so that was it
a few hours and its over

nothing

trying to escape this sticky goo
sucking me back in
like quicksand

n I've fabricated the whole thing
too much internet

how awful it is being in love
maybe I'm just having a psychotic episode
certainly feels manic
i miss being manic

Fritz has no chii

oh look she's fallen for it
she thinks its him
what an idiot !

completely enmeshed, crushed
relationships can be boring sometimes
and what about you ?
i know nothing about you ...

smarmy
i can't do it
i am incapable of being myself
around a lover
hopeless cause ...

n now there is the evil pink star
on the horizon

actually yes I'm really committed
to our lack of commitment

anyway i have some bad news
i weigh 15 stone 2
persistent aggressive threatening menacing
like fingernails down a blackboard

instead of a honeymoon
i need to be always vigilant
lest i become a clone of the other person

withdrawal symptoms, cold turkey
clucking for sugar
n this triggers my paranoia
n then i get into arguments
no sugar, no sparkle
all beaten black and blue inside
i get really depressed

like I've got no back bone
investing all my feelings
in a non existent relationship
n im not being myself
this contagious poison
a pit in my stomach














080918 / 100918

yes i did !
complete fabrication
but enjoying the fantasy

so that was it
a few hours and its over
nothing

070918 

trying to escape this sticky goo
sucking me back in
like quicksand 

n I've fabricated the whole thing 
too much internet 

060918 

how awful it is being in love 

maybe I'm just having a psychotic episode 
certainly feels manic 
i miss being manic 

Fritz has no chii 

oh look she's fallen for it 
she thinks its him 
what an idiot ! 

completely enmeshed, crushed 

relationships can be boring sometimes 

and what about you ? 
i know nothing about you ... 

050918 

smarmy 

i can't do it 
i am incapable of being myself 
around a lover 
hopeless cause ... 

n now there is the evil pink star 
on the horizon 

actually yes I'm really committed 
to our lack of commitment 

anyway i have some bad news 
i weigh 15 stone 2 

persistent aggressive threatening menacing 
like fingernails down a blackboard

040918 

instead of a honeymoon 
i need to be always vigilant 
lest i become a clone of the other person 

030918 / 040918 

withdrawal symptoms, cold turkey 
clucking for sugar 

n this triggers my paranoia  
n then i get into arguments 

no sugar, no sparkle 
all beaten black and blue inside 

i get really depressed 

010918 / 020918 

like I've got no back bone 

investing all my feelings 
in a non existent relationship    
n im not being myself  

this contagious poison 
a pit in my stomach