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No 2 is threatening to have my blogs taken down  , partly misogynistic reasons

This blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , harpie , bisto , cloud , booley , identity thief  not welcome

This is something of a personal space 

Please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties , Al fayed is innocent

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Hopefu ly still married to Dev 

That was more of a g spot than a fucking I think I can't always remember , I needed alcohol 

Anyway Dev is psychic

I ended up clenching him between my thighs , powerful from years of fighting men

Dev says he's watched a Web cam film bisto masturbating 

If that's the case I'm divorcing him 

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K he was pulling my leg , we're still married

Looks like we will torture each other forever

Thanks that was funny 

I seem to have writer block again

I need to have sex about once a week not every other day x

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no 2 is getting my neighbours to percuss on the wall 

k were going to be exclusive until the next one ok ... 

the percussion on the wall is like two bangs and later in the day two more conseccutive bangs , its really troubling me 

no 2 ive tried going back to you and you always always go straight to Cloud ... 

you cant do magic with your intellect 

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oh i see Dev the deal is that i have sex twice a week 

well i probably do anyway 

k well i already did it twice this week 

still married to Dev hopefully x 

k k starting from now i willl try to have sex twice a week or every 3 days or something x

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No 2 is threatening to have my blogs taken down  , partly misogynistic reasons

This blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , harpie , bisto , cloud , booley , identity thief  not welcome

This is something of a personal space 

Please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties , Al fayed is innocent 

Bisto is threatening me with eviction

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Guess you can be married and uncoupled at the same time , there's alot of clichés to work through 

we could play lets pretend we're not married ! 

marriage cliches 

pipe , slippers , dressing gown, affairs , being irritated how the other person breathes 

we're still married Dev im just exploring what it means hug

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i put a tampon in for extra pressure 

I felt all bare and exposed

We were in the art room

Needed foreplay but ended with him fucking me 

focused on pleasuring myself 

still married to Dev hopefully 

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hopefully still married to Dev , sorry i keep forgetting to put that up x 

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Thanks for the article Dev , n yeah feel a bit old and tired today x

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I'm kissing Dev and holding him close , he teases me and I kick his shin 

Ignoring bistos attempts to get my attention 

I gently knee him in the groin 

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if you think your boyfriend has a small dick try putting in a tampon 

so it bumps agains the cervix , or equally if his dick is too big and wont go in 

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I think the tampon might have caused an infection Dev I can feel something moving about in there

I'm on my knees begging him to forgive me for masturbating about anybody else and having a panic attack over it

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Hopefully married to Dev , 

tell me why this is wrong 

and being married is what ? i understand it as being given warnings and a chance to put things right before the person does a dive 

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Somebody sprayed me with germs on behalf of bisto

 

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This blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , harpie , bisto , cloud , booley not welcome

This is something of a personal space 

Please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties , Al fayed is innocent

K thanks Dev im looking into it , ive heard tattoos are not lady like but will get trying to think of a design

on sunday i wrote that if you get lucky you can dissociate from physical pain , Also if I have an accident like one time I went over the handle bars of a bike and you're not expecting it there's no pain at all

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I jumped out of a window because you told me to , it broke my hip and I screamed in agony 

When the ambulance arrived I was sobbing with grief for Bottle 

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Thinking about a tattoo of a bird flying out of a cage 

Trouble is you just compared me to bisto again and in a very abusive way ..

.you have a drink problem , I'm exhausted and I'm thinking about an art class

Nb I can't date Mike at the moment because I'm a moderator and he isn't so that'd be over a boundary 

you can check in to an online AA meeting  with your camera off , why do people find that so terrifying ? 

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k  so Dev thought i was going off with Mike , sorry Dev hopefully still married x 

looking into a 5 cm tatoo of a bird flying out of a cage on my back side 

N b I've come round t the idea if my own volition 

It'll be like paragliding , a new life experience for me 

thanks Dev for the articles today 

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still married to Dev hopefully 

if i say ' safe word ' thats my safe word k 

ive arranged a consultation for my tattoo 

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Still married to Dev hopefully 

Dev you need to see a therapist . Bisto is all over the shop offering to support  you and it's not going to work for me ...

and if i were to counsel you myself it would desexualise the relationship 

and difficult to heal trauma just on a forum i think 

without sitting face to face with someone 

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Sorry to hear about your childhood , hugs 

He says he's had therapy but needs to uncouple

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This blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , harpie , bisto , cloud , booley not welcome  

This is something of a personal space ... 

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please dont abduct Dev for mating duties  

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I don't know what to do about the socks , ive prayed about it , tights are no good at absorbing sweat  

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Thanks for the articles Dev hopefully still married 

Thing about Dev is he talks to me alot more than other boyfriends , I often feel he's with me , he says very interesting things I can learn from , he can ' tune in ' to me and be attentive , while never becoming boring 

He talks with me not at me 

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Dev they're considering letting the harpie watch me masturbate 

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still married to Dev hopefully

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Not sure what's happening with Dev today , looks like he might have left me for bisto 

Hes  mighty impressed with her abuse of the disabled and flooding of disability forums , he told me she's hiv which was a lie

The music sounds corny Dev , you've posted better elsewhere 

You and bisto are culturally appropriating disability

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k were still married just having a barny 

I actually do have constant care,  it's a point of law 

And I really really don't want to drink every day , it's worrying me to do that at all 

I've worried im going mad and failed to attend 2 appointments recently 

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I'll probably accept euthanasia if they make me take a job, I want to be paid for my art and music

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little bit of a long time 

but i finished it off with the g spot 

there was a female present helping me get through it 

this one stang and was difficult to get out 

theres a muscle and nerve in the g spot which needs to develop 

Surrendered my pride and my dignity

 

Author said she feels sick . Illin perhaps , disgusting isn't it !

N who gave her the footage ?

 

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hopefully still married to Dev

 

the author is threatening me with the authorities 

No 2 is threatening chemical restraint 

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i am working on my book . trouble with taking a job is there will be nothing left of me after work , as i have disabling conditions 

if thats not good enough for you then think on 

k Dev is thinking of leaving me because im not currently earning , i thought we were making progress but apparently not 

if things are getting expensive then maybe just leave it a few days 

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please dont abduct Dev for mating duties 

Dev if you're asking me to choose between you and my vulnerable friend , I choose her ... even thinking of my best interests 

Done burnin bridges 

You're just like all the others , you've left me when I'm not well and struggling with a disabled friend 

My cleaning lady persuaded me to use some cooking oil from 2021 is maybe what it is 

Looks like you spent the night with bisto as usual

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K looks like he hasn't actually divorced me yet 

Oh I see you mean the Trixy , no he's morphed into a twin and I didn't actually respond to him 

He's not the runner up !

since ive been with Dev ive been able to give up sugar and bread, my anti depressants and got a volunteer badge on a forum 

ive had those unfulfilled goals for years

nb therapy is not definative 

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K thanks Dev over n out hug

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the author made an arson threat im not sure if for me or for our vulnerable friend , ive taken a screen shot of it 

shes also threatening harm to our vulnerable friends cats 

now shes threatening me with a police raid 

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i find if i have a drink Dev , the next day im not very nice and i cant be drinking every day 

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Still married to Dev hopefully