thing is if you are a bit doolally
then your community is with the doolally
we are all ruled
by our alien cat overlords
so anyway there was this guy ...
I fancied him
and my friends said he had unfinished business
with this other girl
and we all knew the other girl
was doing a friends husband
so I decided that my friends
were just being possessive about me
and then I'm reacting to people
and throwing myself at this guy ,
which obviously didnt work out
we got fed up with each other
and I felt guilty ever since
in the end I moved on from all of them
because I didnt understand
what they were talking about
and my behaviour was faulty
and not very ' Jane Austen '
it didnt ' look good '
well right now
I'm not so much concerned with him
he was the one to refuse intimacy
a shocking script
my nerdy boyfriends
were always concerned
that i would take time away from their gaming
and be hanging on to their leg
there was this incredible storm
outside the hospital
the wailing sounded like witches and demons
they cry and hiss
hail noble warrior
locked in a battle of wills
you have wrestled
with the most ferocious of beasts
playground rules
chicken
purple hearts all round
God is the Devil
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so anyway there was this guy ... going back about 10 years now
I fancied him and my friends said he had unfinished business
with this other girl
and we all knew the other girl was seeing a friends husband
so I decided that my friends were just being possessive about me
and then I'm reacting to people
and throwing myself at this guy ,
which obviously didnt work out
we got fed up with each other
and I felt guilty ever since
in the end I moved on from all of them
because I didnt understand what they were talking about
and my behaviour was faulty
and not very ' Jane Austen '
it didnt ' look good '
well right now I'm not so much concerned with him
more about being a better friend
300819
he was the one to refuse intimacy
a shocking script
my nerdy boyfriends
were always concerned
that i would take time away from their gaming
and be hanging on to their leg
playground rules
chicken
300819
God is the Devil
purple hearts all round
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playing hard ball
disturbance of the peace
on the Irish border
sorry its because of Brexit
maybe it feels safe
to be in a dark place
at rock bottom
which nobody can take away
this cocoon,
this womb of darkness
looking at the damp walls
of my cave
in the barely dim light
depends what you see
when you look at the moon
when you're bathed in its light
you might fall in love with someone
who is young, cheeky and married
rude and who thinks you're fat and ugly
its the unavailability that draws me in
adrenalin, drama, mystery
what you have there is a toddler
who is about 6 foot 2, well built,
who has endured 40 years of neglect
and with all the attendant demands of a toddler
he's going to kick hard against the boundaries
so what am i supposed to do
wear a bin liner ?
i had no fight left in me
let sleep overcome your mind
actually how many times
has it really gone well
actually face to face
well now i remember
when finishing wasnt the goal
n it was all journey
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depends what you see
when you look at the moon
when you're bathed in its light
