the fib

i haven't done anything to merit it its just an excuse for them to abuse me

you know every fucking night the fib gassing me in my home

hounding me with superbugs outside i just can't take any more

i have a life sentence with lewis 

and apparently they ar threatening to interfere with my NA friendships as well

apparenlty i willl die if i don't fuck joseph friteaz`l

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can someone stop the cunt next door making dogshit fumes please

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and i been off mingling and stuff you know

is about the height of it

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11.31am

another thing Loz is apparently theres this other thing that might

jump out at me

and that could be a bit of a challenge ...

espceialy isn't it that we were not allowed any contact

you probably feel starved isn't it ...

and then wonder if the commitment would withstand that

without us having any contact

which is obviously the idea

of the fib/dooo dah schema

is to force people to crave something that is near to them ....

all sounds very war torture doesnt it

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makes you wonder what sort of affairs would have gone on in concentration 

camps I read quite alot about those 

and nothing about the affairs 

which surely there must have been some spectacular ones ... 

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isn't it and then they can laugh at you and say that you didn't really love this person 

when actually you really did .... 

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