jupitersterrain four

9.17am 12.04.13. 

i was going to say Scarey very big personality lots of character 
its relaxing for me like i don't have to think up all the 
ideas you know and it makes lots of energy 

and that character always there since childhood 
oh hang on the book starts at about seven years or something 
what about the infant stuff 

i can remember right back to when i was about two ... 
i used to organised the other children into games and dances 
and stuff and read them stories a capacity that ended with primary 
school i think ... 

and there was this really sensual feeling being a toddler like the feeling 
of skin and fabrics and stuff you know like almost sexual 
lustful feeling about things you could touch ... 

totally forgot about it your story triggers these memories of my own ....  



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id suppose wed have done stuff if we met 
each other then 

is it possible to invent that 


what if we were both five ... 

what would you do 

i like tree houses 


i suppose you'd be one of those boys that wants 
to discuss whether he has a long foreskin 
or something 

and id look really ernest and study the matter
very seriously 

and then there was this doctors and nurses game 
came up alot of doing an inspection ... 

i decided that i looked like a packet of crisps
for some reason .... 

id ask how mine compare to your other girlfriends

cus you don't really have jealousy at that age 







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oh hi ... yeah I'm just totally crap today 

yeah me to i feel like shit 

and then you'd feel relaxed .... 

get a cup of coffee in the coffee lounge and settle down 

yeah i just feel like a total waste of space mate ... 

oh no but you're not 

how do you think i feel after all that shit that i bin frooo 


00.19

at mental school it was cool to be naff

I'm feeling really naff  i think illl just drift 

naff also puts people off your trail naff is the new illing 




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00.36am 12.04.13. 

Scarey you really could do more on masturbation 

because you are very good at it and the idea is going to 

rip through the stratosphere soon .... 

i had some more thoughts 

on it which i withheld so that you could think them ....